I don't love you

When you go
Dont ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

So they say, "rejection is perfectly normal"

I think so too. I am just not used to it yet.
But I am preparing myself for that.

hmm.. so I went for the Emirates open day conducted by Sass Atlantic. I felt so unprepared for it. Toying with the thought of giving up before I even got there. I was lucky to have D to prepare me for it since she used to work at SA. And totally expecting to get rejected cuz of my weight.

I didn't have any photo's to submit so I had to do it there and it cost like 36 freaking dollars and my passport size photo looked like shit. Babes said I looked like a maid but tried to cheer me up by saying I look fat there. umm.. dun ask but it helped.

Then she and I got separated into 2 different groups. I liked my group cuz we started talking to each other even before our very first "reach test"
I didn't feel all that tall that day. I was quite nervous but the girls were helpful.

Next step in another room where we met Andrew from SA. He basically told us to have a discussion and come up with 3 criteria a cabin crew should have. It was a lively discussion I must say. I didn't notice much abt others cuz I was busy participating ^0^

After that we were sent outside to wait. And they called out the names and I was the last!

phew~ And Babes ran over to give me a big hug! Boy! was I relieved.

We had to rush over to an internet cafe to fill up the online application thingie. Then had our Breakfast/Lunch fom Cold Storage. We took a cab back n babes drop me off at the hotel for the briefing.

Well, I still have to go thru like 3 more rounds of elimination before the final interview.

IF i get thru, I will be moving to Dubai.

Toodles~