R.I.P

We killed someone last night. Actually, my sis did it and I was pretty much encouraging her (screaming rite beside her) to kill it.

It was after midnight, I wanted to take a shower before I head to bed. So I went in and hang my towels and robe. Then I turn around to find a lizard (without a tail) stuck on the wall next to the door. I started screaming and crying at the other end of the bathroom. Sis, who was in the kitchen, saw it and she said she will get the bug spray. So I open the sliding door as wide as possible run out screaming. Then sis started spraying on it like non-stop for 30 secs. I was just freaking out on the couch. I got Goosebumps all over just thinking about what I saw. I hate Lizards!!!

A few mins later, we went by to check it out. It was on the floor and it started flipping by itself, a few times!! So eww!!! Just looking at it made both of us screamed. Then sis splash water on it and it slam onto the wall. So we thought it was dead. Then my bro went over with a plastic bag. I think he picked it up. I was in the living room. I didn't dare to watch any longer. Bro said it's not dead yet. But the eyes were popping out and it looked scared =X In the end he threw it down the rubbish chute.

I finally had my shower like 30 mins later.
I felt really evil doing it. But we were just too afraid of it. And I need to use that bathroom. Why can't they stay out of my house? =/

I realize I've become very materialistic lately. Mom said she will buy me a watch for my birthday. And guess what I said.. "What about a Gucci Wallet" .. hehe.. I'm so ungrateful. It didn't stop there. I added "Dior handbag?". She gave me a "dream on" look.
And not to forget about the "sugar daddy" and "a car with a chauffeur" that I request my friends as my birthday present. I'm horrible, aren't I?

I keep searching for the moon, hoping she can answer my questions.
Why won't you call?
Why won't you spend more time on me?
Is it too much to ask for?
Listen to your heart - before you tell him Goodbye~

But I am hot....

Zam:zin
Zam:one dae
Zam:spend 1 hour lookin @ urself in da mirror and say this "i'm not hot"
Zin:after like 10 secs
Zin:it will change to "i'm hot"
Zin:after a min, it will change to "I'm damn hot"
Zin:5 mins later "I am so damn hot"
Zam:ah pls
Zin:10 mins later "Damn rite, i'm hot"
Zin:20 mins later "I'm hecka hawt"
Zin:10 mins later "Ohyea, i'm hawt"
Zam:*SLAP*
Zam:*SLAP* *SLAP* *SLAP* *SLAP* *SLAP* *SLAP*
Zam:wake up gurl
Zam:ur not hot

Pic!!

Our Lovely Birthday Gurl~
so act cute.. hehe







Dee, Bod and Balloon Head







Dearest Dee, Bod and Zasshole









The 3 cute chicks
Onyi, JeanJean & Linda







Me, feelin so outcasted at the corner beside Penguin the big bully

Gorgeous Cameo

Happy Birthday Antsy!! (22th)

Happy Birthday Penguin!! (24th)

Happy Birthday 21st Dee!!! (26th)

I had a blast with my peeps last night. It was so great to spend time with them again. Dinner at Swensens Orchard. Was supposed to be there at 8 but I was late as usual... I got scolded by someone with messy hair for that.. ha!
So when I got there we already got a table ^^ The Dees, Linda, Jean, Penguin, Ant and Boon were there. Bod and Onyi came a few mins later. Then I made them open up the gifts -I've got horrible gift wrappin skill- Ant and Penguin were "Ok" with their gifts. oh well, they are guys.. What do you expect? *roll eyes* But Dee was really happy with the Guess bag ^^ Tears wells up as she was opening it up. We were so touched. I ran over to her and gave hugs&kisses.
It feels incredible to know that she luvs it. It's worth all the effort. I mean Linda and I were ready to strangle each other while shopping for that bag. And Zam accused me of being self-centered after Linda told him I keep picking bags that are "so Zinmar". Whatever it is, I still love them all. And Dee made it all worth it!!
Antsy was so afraid that I would kiss him too.. Stupid kid.. hee
We had the yummy Cookies & Cream ice cream cake. The face of the manager was hilarious when Linda asked for 61 candles. haha.. (Antsy 20 + Penguin 20 + Dee 21).. Then we sang the complete B'day song for 3 consecutive times for each one of them... We were so loud and ppl were looking.. But we didn't care.. >.<
Then I pour some salt into Penguin's water. But after I got back from the loo, my water was salted and I had to like spit it back into the glass. Stupid boys!
They gave me the biggest chunk of cake for being the 'organizer' with lots of cream. Then I got up to mischief 'creaming' penguin's face. Then we did it to Antsy. After that it was Dee's turn. She fell for the stupid trick... hehe.. Then stupid zasshole did it to me. It wasn't even
my birthday! They're always picking on me.. And if I ask "why me?", they'll say "why not you Zin?" -.-
I took the long MRT ride home with them instead of taking the usual bus. I was still with Dee, Zam, Bod and Onyi at the strike of mid night, when Dee officially turns 21.
On the way to the MRT station, I accidentally kicked Jean's shoe and broke my toe nail *ouch* But Jean was so cute saying "Notti shoe" and hitting it. bwahahaha.. Can't stand her! >.~
oooh.. Antsy said he will do my job's project for me. yay!! ^^
I've miss them all so much. I can't wait for the next gathering! Whenever that is. And also the chalet that Dee and I are planning. Thank you guys so much for the great time last night. Luv you all truck loads!

Skip work today... ^^ feel so great!
I had e same ole gastric problems last nite so I didn't get any sleep till like 6 am. Then I get calls n msgs in the morning. Didn't get much sleep anyways.. -.-
I'm not even gonna get an MC. It won't make much difference anyways-
Will be goin for a movie with Y later..
I can't wait for tmr. Antsy, Penguin and Dee's b'days dinner is on. I can't wait to get everyone together again and be lame like we always do. I've miss them so much.
Tho some of them bugged the hell out of me last saturday, I'm pretty much over it. Atleast we got everything we needed. almost everything..

"There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay..."

So I've been askin my close frenz to describe my personality.. Something that I picked up from a magazine... a self improvement thingie.

YY : sweet, girly and spoilt as in pampered and princessy
^^
Linda : You're an emotional nut case! (a word) but you always know the right thing to say to make me feel better (or two) i love you ^^ *hugx*
>.<

Dee : Girly
^^

Zam : Zany... ermm in my terms its sum1 hu is unpredictable, love laughin n @ times can b insane
0.o

Penguin : spoilt.
When I ask "spoilt as in pampered?"
He said "overly pampered".
And when I asked in the scale of 'really spoilt', 'abit spoilt' and 'medium spoilt'.
He chose "really spoilt".
>.<

Jean : Cool, quite smart, have confidence in urself, independent, but quite emotional :X, quite lame somtimes, but quite funny too, always be there to cheer me up when im not in the MOOD!, mean person, U R VAIN! add this in "LOVABLE"
>.~

Boon : great, outgoing, where got spoilt?, if ur r spoilt..then I have seen someone more spoilt b4.
^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

No body said I am sensible so I guess I am not...

Let me try again in 6 months or a year time...

Eversince IAP, my daily intake of coke has increased from a can a day to a can + 2 cups 0.0!
Can't help it!!! It's either I am too sleepy or stressed out. I need my drug.

I got my handphone back last Sunday. They didn't upgrade it so all my photos and msgs are still there. That makes Zinmar very happy ^^ I finally get to read the New Year wishes.. lolz.. I'm so sorry to all my frenz for not being able reply..

I heard Steven is workin in Brunei International School as an Art teacher. The first thing that came to my mind was him walkin ard with 2 gals ard his arms. Yup.. thats how he was like in Secondary school with his head shaved n all... He better have changed or he'll be in trouble >.~

Work is as miserable as ever. The only outlet is msgin my frenz once in awhile. Thanks linda hun for lettin me call u to whine. I love ya!!! muacks.. And Jean too..

I'm shopping with my gals tmr.. I can't wait.. I need a life and it's been lacking this whole week.

10 Things I hate about you..

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate it...
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What Is Your World View?

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable. At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things. When you love someone, you tend to like to please them. In friendship, you are loyal to one person. Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer. You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

The Birth Order Predictor

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

From time to time we all are blinded
I know what you're going through
I won't be the one that lets go of you

When you come back down
It you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me


Weekend... at last.. I don't ever want it to end...

This morning I was unusually cheerful just becuz it's friday.. ha!.. I'm just way too easily amused..

Have I mention that there's a ferry to work.. and my stop is the first drop off point.. thus, the last pick up point.. usually there's no seats left by the time I got onto the bus. So I would just sit on the bench at the very front next to the driver. And he drives like a manic!! He cuts into lanes like he owns the roads but he hardly ever let others cut in. He drives on the PIE at rush hour yet one of his hands is everywhere but on the steering wheel (rubbin his ankle, scratching his arm or back) and the other is hardly on too.. I dare not take my eyes off the road eversince I realise that...

There's this lady in the office named Kris.. I dun have to associate much with her and I try not to.. Cuz she has this grumpy look.. like she hates the world.. the way she speaks is quite harsh.. she just seem so unfriendly.. her face is very chinese, plain and she wears this reddish foundation abit too thick.. everytime I see her, which is like every working day, I'm so thankful my mommy looks nothing like her.. ha!!.. silly rite?... but seriously, I can't imagine growing up with someone who looks like that..

Oh and there are a few burmese gals... I see them every evening in the changing room.. They talk about me in burmese.. hehe.. They keep guessing my race .... "can't be chinese, she doesn't look like one" .. "she doesn't look very Malay also".. I dunno how to tell them I am burmese.. It's just weird... So I just pretend not to understand.. It's not becuz my burmese is lousy.. I just dunno how to start a conversation with them in burmese, aite?

I'm having trouble sleeping these days... waking up every 2 hrs or so.. and I keep having dreams .. really weird ones at that.. feeling so restless everytime I wake up...

Apart from that I am fine.. really.. tmr I need to go PS to collect my phone..
I want a little Black Dress..
Mom wants me to get an outfit for graduation.. ha!

Jeanie pls call me when u are back from KL.. I wanna hang out with u..
Linda, whenever u r fweee!!!
People.. pls msg me on weekdays between 8:00 to 5:30... I'm very very miserable at work *sob*
I change my mind.. I dun like my job AT ALL!!!

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
oh I...
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all....

Try...

Is it so wrong to just run away when things get way too complicated?
Avoid further complications; and move on to something that will make me happier?
Is that considered as utter selfishness?
Why do you expect me to try so hard for you?
I don't want to try.
I am not going to try to be something that I am not.
Forgo my happiness just to make someone else happy.
I like being me. I know I am not flawless. I will try to change for the better but not just for someone. No matter how special that someone is.
So I guess I will never know if you were worth the try. Nor will you.


Can't sleep. Woke up at 4.am.
I had a series of weird dreams that I can't really recall either.

Pls god (any god will do) make time past faster today between 8.am to 5:30.pm.

Hey there,

I had such great fun last night. We went to The Villa Bali at Gillman Village and had Indian cuisine. Not really a fan of Indian food but last night the cheese "nan" was fantastic. I love the mutton curry too. We had 2 dozens of chicken wings thanks to Thomas. The service was horrible though. They were so slow and they dun even refill the ice water unless we ask. urghh.. It's like we liked the mutton curry n the 'nan'. So we ordered more 'nan' and curry. The 'nan' came first and by the time the curry arrived I was 'nan'less. The gals carried on at MOS but I went home with some of them since I wasn't dressed for the occasion.

Hey, I realize that I dun hate my attachment all that much. The project is not easy but I know I can do it. The people are very nice and all. Expect for the lack of internet and music. But I believe its the whole restriction thing that I hate. I don't like to be told what to do or where to stay at a specific time. And most of all, being told what to wear..
But yesterday, I was so pissed off with somebody for his stupidity. I mean if you dun know how to do anything at all, dun bloody take up more work loads. And dun ever say "Ok la, I help you.. I do the easy ones la" again. I mean 0.0 huh??? Its your job too. But I was doing it alone because you don't know how to do it properly remember?

Moving on...

Here's something for my dearest friends/readers; I want all of you to leave a word or 2 that describe me best, as in my personality, on my tagboard.
I'll list them down in the next post.
(I will be taking what you say seriously so u know.. hee >.~)



Here's a pic of the girls I miss from my lab~

Yesterday I went out with Y and Steph to shop for Karen and Thomas's Birthday pressies. It's theirs 21st B'day on Monday so we wanted to make it extra special ;)
It was quite fulfilling cuz we got really nice stuffs for Karen.. I hope she'll love em.
The weather was bad for shopping tho. It was too wet. But Orchard road is ever so crowded. I manage to send my stupid phone to its service center. Apparently I spoilt the LCD 0.0"
Here's the bad news. I'm going to lose all the data inside. My numbers and photos =( There are like so many pics of me and my frenz. =( I'm really sad over that..
I must admit; Samsung phones are pretty lousy~
Wanted to go Marina Food Loft for dinner but Y and I were way too tired. Shopping with Y and Steph is hilarious. Steph keeps trying to get on Y's nerves with her ridiculous theories such as "rich people are usually short. So I'll be rich since I am short".. Yeaaa... also Y and I walk abit faster than Steph while browsing so she ends up talking to herself and getting all embarrassed. I was having fun laughing at her till it happened to me when I end up walking too fast n talk to myself assuming Y was beside me >.<
oooh.. I found this cool little clutch bag at Tangs. I'm so gonna get it soon. Just not sure if i wanna get black or purple. I prolly shld get the black one. All my bags are colorful. >.~
I'm having this gastric problem lately. I wanna like puke/burp after I eat. It happened after I skipped lunch at work. ^food sucks there^ the doctor said I have high acidity in my stomach which I already know and missing enzymes too. Maybe thats why I am so thin.. Hmm.. Anyways.. I got some meds now.


Can someone please watch Memoirs of a Geisha with me?
Release date is 19th Jan :)








I can't wait for this movie to come out too..

Today at 6:30 in the morning

me : Hey mom, did I have chicken pox when I was young?
Mom : huh? wat? (sleepily)
me : Chickenpox..
Mom : yea.. of course..
me : damn~
Mom : huh? why? (still sleepy)
me : If i have chickenpox now I get 2 weeks off!!

Yea.. Thats how much I hate my job..

NYE didn't really went the way we planned.
We got to Lind's hse real late due to lack of communication among some ppl. You know who you are. Yummy food there... i ate alot cuz i was so hungry.. Boon looked scary turning bright red after drinking some liquor... Penguin became more violent then ever..
At nite, we went over to MOS.. it was horrible.. the Q was so long and it was standstill for like more than 2hrs.. it's so ridiculous.. we end up at Liqiud Room.... I was way too tired to enjoy the music so we left pretty early around 3. But then again.. it was so hard to get a cab.. finally got one at 4:30.. Thanx to YY's guy frenz at the chalet..
We got to Costa Sand Sentosa at 5+.. fell asleep around 7 and woke up at noon..After lunch we went down to Siloso to chill... But it was abit too crowded and very uncomfortable with ppl trying to snap a pic of me lying on the sand as a background.. urghh!!!
It's started raining but thanks to the guys' ingeniousness the BBQ was saved.. The food was great!! Then we started playing games and get drunk!

This is how they saved the BBQ.












It's a really cool pic
But I have no recollection of takin it~








I spare u all from seeing my drunken face, aite?







Chilling on the beach~

Ice-cream and the sea is a perfect combination~