Try...
Is it so wrong to just run away when things get way too complicated?
Avoid further complications; and move on to something that will make me happier?
Is that considered as utter selfishness?
Why do you expect me to try so hard for you?
I don't want to try.
I am not going to try to be something that I am not.
Forgo my happiness just to make someone else happy.
I like being me. I know I am not flawless. I will try to change for the better but not just for someone. No matter how special that someone is.
So I guess I will never know if you were worth the try. Nor will you.
Can't sleep. Woke up at 4.am.
I had a series of weird dreams that I can't really recall either.
Pls god (any god will do) make time past faster today between 8.am to 5:30.pm.