Fucked UP!

I made a huge ass mistake and several careless mistakes in my proposals today.

I had 4 proposals and 3 of them are asap.
Sales Minutes, Corporate Rates Letters, M&C points and emails to handle.
All in one fucked up day...

end result : bitchy customer, HOD yelling at my manager and others...

I couldn't handle it. I tried to stay calm till 6:30 and do the M&C but i end up crying when the director came and talk to me. She wasn't even scolding.They were all asking if I was overworked and overwhelmed by the work load. Which i was. I hate making mistakes and putting my manager who is so nice to me in trouble.

I spend a good 20 mins or so on the overhead bridge stairway crying over the phone.
no.. i didn't think of jumping at all except when i see my bus coming... oh well... I did the traditional way and ran after it... =)

Now I find a sms from her asking if she could date me for lunch tmr 0.o"