The past few days, I've been thinking over something over a short convo that I had with a friend.
When a girl is having problems with her guy, it really strains the relationship she has with her closest friend.
Cuz that friend is the one to hear about how my guy bugs me, irritate the crap out of me or all the hurtful things he have said or done. She's also the one to read the hate mails that I get from the girls that my guy was involved with, I shared with her so that she truly understand what I am going through.
Naturally, as a friend who cares about me, she would hate him. She might even suggest that I leave him cuz she believes that I deserve better.
But then when he calls, I ran off just to talk to him in private for hours, or ditch her and whatever that’s planned just to spend sometime with him. Even to just msn with him. When I'm happy with him I would go on and on about how much I love him, adore him and how he's cute and how I can imagine living without him. That’s just how it is like when one is in love or even infatuated.
And when he screws me up again,
I cry all over her shoulder again,
but I end up running back to him again.
A Vicious Cycle.
Eventually, it will come to a point where my friend wouldn't want to hear anything about him anymore. Or give any advice cuz she thinks it wouldn't matter anyways.
Now that I am over the guy, it just sucks to know that I put a friend through all that.
On a lighter note, I am so hooked onto Jane Austen and I wanna buy all 6 novels. I bought 2 so far. Sense and Sensibility and my all time favourite Pride and Prejudice.
These books are selling like hot cakes at Kinokuniya. I got super excited when I read about these in the newspaper, so I went over to get it. I wanna collect all 6 of these.
Just look at the colors. So pretty ^^
I am gonna be so dead today. I only had lik 3 hrs of sleep.
BBQ at Savannah Park was fun! Pics coming up~
"..The more I kow of the world, the more I am convinced that I shall never see a man whom I can really Love." - Marianne Dashwood