Z : did u ever really loved me?
R : yes
Z : then why did u do those things?
R : i dont know... i have no idea why any of those bad things happened.
R : I am so sorry that they did Zinmar.
R : I truely apologize.
R : I hate myself for it.
Z : after more than a year
R : There is a huge space in my heart for you still.
Z : then u finally admit
Z : and apologize
Z : dun u think u took abit too long?
R : well you werent always really talking to me very much and we didnt really talk about the past when we did talk
R : but i always was sorry.
Z : what did i do wrong?
R : you didnt do anything wrong
R : i dont want you to think you did anything wrong
Z : jus tell me what did i do wrong?
R : nothing
R : it was all me
Z : u can't hurt me anymore than u had anyways
R : you did nothing
R : not one thing

After a year and 2 months and 2o days ...
He finally said he's sorry and he was wrong. He apologize for all the wrong he has done to me.
Did I get what I want?
What took you so long?
Is this what I've always wanted?
Why couldn't you come clean?
Why can't you stop lying to me for once? Just once...
Why didn't you leave me instead of putting me thru everything you had?
Why didn't you call?

"When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
and never will..."