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Jeanie21st

no no no you know it will always just be... me

Five Details about me:

I don't eat spicy food

I day dream alot

My back bone is not straight

I am scare to death of lizards

I'm a cry baby

Five details about your appearance right now:

I have this red strawberry hair clip on top of my head pulling my fringe back up

My hair is tied up into a bun

I'm wearing tee n pj pants, they are both pink but not matching

I'm wearing only 2 earrings when I have 4 piercings

I look super sloppy!

Five memorable things you did in the last year:

Going to Sentosa on my birthday and meet Jumbo, Han & Yan... They are pink dolphins!

Make a whole lot of cool new friends

Get 200 bucks bonus at work for exceeding the sales target.. I'm a good sales person!! woot~

Meet up with my SGS girls for Fion's birthday

Chalets and clubbings

Five favorite musicians:

Foo Fighters

Blink 182

Linkin Park

Life house

Ashlee Simpson

Five favorite movies:

Legally Blonde 1 & 2

The Far Pavilions

Killing fields

Pride and Prejudice

Kingdom of Heaven

Five things that make you happy:

Friends

Being by the sea on the beach

Swimming pools and Jacuzzis

Shopping

Chocolates!

Five things that impress you:

Happy upbeat people

Talented Artisans

Creativity

Selfless people

Random acts of kindness by human or animals

Five things that don't impress you:

Lazy bums who lives off their parents

Lying, cheating and deceiving people

Smokers

Pessimistic/Cynical people and Sadists

Aimless wonderers

Five things you can't live without:

People

Food

Drinks

Cloths

Money

I went thru my old journal and found this.

Written on 3rd September 2005

Hun is super perverted. She not only spanks my butt, she grabs. *shudder* and when I tell her to stop, she would say "Then why the hell did u seduce me that night?" -.-" So I chide at her by saying "I was depressed and I needed an ego boost!" =P

gotta love the title >.~

Panic At The Disco - Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

"I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
than any boy you'll ever meet. Sweetie, you had me.
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? no no no you know it will always just be... me.
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster!
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls:
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat"

Beautiful Disaster

----------FEBRUARY-------------

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.(^^) Intelligent and clever.(damn rite! heh) Changing personality.(mhmm) Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.(see, told ya all I'm hot!) Temperamental.(umm..) Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal.(^_^) Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.(yup) Rebellious when restricted.(who isn't?) Loves aggressiveness.(err..) Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.(hmm.. do I?) Dislikes unnecessary things.(like duh!) Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny.(ahaha..) Daring and stubborn.(i'm so not stubborn) Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.(like intuitive?) Loves entertainment and leisure.(mhmm) Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.(urgh) Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Ha! I'm that bored...

I'm having a melt down. Like ice age melt down, except its my nose. atleast I can breath with it now ^.^
I'm havin sneezin fits like every 5 mins.
I'm so bored at home. I wanna go out...

*Drum rolls*

Here's the ever so lovely birthday girl, my huh, YY!

The 2 maids busy preparing the decos and Guestbook.Tada!YY with our creations.
Flowers were Jeanie's idea.
The candle s were mine ^^The creators!!
I'm so proud of the stuffs we did.

The theme was shiny.
here we are, grabbin anything thats shiny

Our obsession with shoes.
And the gold ones were my gift to Y!
It match the theme very well and what she's wearing.
So she wore it on that nite tho it was a torture. (abit too high)

Muacks!!
Love ya loads!
We scared e crap out of her. lolzDavid-Andrew
moi-YY-JeanieYummy cake!With her really funny frenz

They take really goofy pics!YY and thomas trying to kill each other for the 2nd time!
This is the 2006 version.
There was one taken when they were in sec school.Y showin Ken 'who's the man!'Lolz.. poor shoes!

I love this pic.
Its so them!
I'm like super amused by it.
The party was a sucess and she enjoyed it!
^___^

I'm dancing on the ceiling

Oh no! Its here again, the flu bug, the phlegm cough, Headaches, blocked nose and sneezes - all in one, .:NOT:. fun.
Its gettiing worst, could it be a fever? i reckon.
I blame the dumb weather.
I need more water, need more rest and need more TLC. heh

Had horrible dreams

Was back in school doing project under supervision of Mrs. Loo Foo (yes, my fav supervisor). But I was asked to type of the menu of Panahellishsonic Canteen (that sells crap food) menu in CHINESE.

Shit lame~

The cupcakes were blue!!!

0.0!~

Both, scared the crap out of me.....

Club hoppin tonite!

.:Double O:.
.:Liquid Room:.
.:Phuture:.

i miss clubbing...

no, i'm not a party girl (u know who u are) nor temperamental..

Y is 'picking' me up at 9:30 at the bus stop. She'll be driven by her not so personal chauffeur in a Merce Benz ;)

i just did something stupid. I smsed Jean to ask if she wld be interested to join us clubbing tonite, but i send it to Jeanie instead. She's already joining us. Then I told Jean the plan for the nite when she came online -.-" so blur!

I'm so bored. I need a job!

Does anyone know events planner job available?

wheee!!
Penguin misses me!
I knew it. he does love me afterall..

Happy Birthday Huh~

YY is officially 21!

So we made full use of it and went out to catch Brokeback Mountain. It was a very emo show that I can't relate to in any way. I feel really bad for the wives tho. Being cheated on is bad enough, but when its with another man, thats awhole different story. hah.. I kept laughing when they fight or cry. They fight like a couple. so petty some more. Its so gay!!!

I wanted to have Carl's Jr. but Y couldn't so she psycho me to have BK instead, since she has to go for dinner with her family. Yes, it's cow's day.

We found a really nice sushi place at marina square, where u can sit on the floor. Its so japanese. cool~ we need to go there soon.

Here's a pic of me n Y

once again : Happy Birthday YY!!
Luv ya lots huh!!

Z : did u ever really loved me?
R : yes
Z : then why did u do those things?
R : i dont know... i have no idea why any of those bad things happened.
R : I am so sorry that they did Zinmar.
R : I truely apologize.
R : I hate myself for it.
Z : after more than a year
R : There is a huge space in my heart for you still.
Z : then u finally admit
Z : and apologize
Z : dun u think u took abit too long?
R : well you werent always really talking to me very much and we didnt really talk about the past when we did talk
R : but i always was sorry.
Z : what did i do wrong?
R : you didnt do anything wrong
R : i dont want you to think you did anything wrong
Z : jus tell me what did i do wrong?
R : nothing
R : it was all me
Z : u can't hurt me anymore than u had anyways
R : you did nothing
R : not one thing

After a year and 2 months and 2o days ...
He finally said he's sorry and he was wrong. He apologize for all the wrong he has done to me.
Did I get what I want?
What took you so long?
Is this what I've always wanted?
Why couldn't you come clean?
Why can't you stop lying to me for once? Just once...
Why didn't you leave me instead of putting me thru everything you had?
Why didn't you call?

"When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
and never will..."

I went out with hunny on friday.
She wanted heels. Since the electric blue is an 'in' thing, we searched for it. But couldn't find any for her. And we went around looking for something else too. All around Orchard then we head over to Marina Square for dinner at Marina Food Loft. She's the 3rd girl I've bring over there for dinner. =)

I had my fav. saba set from the Japanese stall.
Hun didn't eat cuz she was full with her LJS meal she had in orchard.

She snapped pics of everything.Tying my hair.

Then she snap some ugly pic n refuse to let me see the cam.
so i started whinning alot and shookin my head n all.. yes, very childish.

Then she finally gave in n it was my turn to snap pics.
Vain pot with her mirrors.

hehehee~Then we went to zara to try on a skirt.
Hun came into the fitting room to snap pics.I'm not kpo.
I'm a curious person by nature.
Then she got hungry. She's weird I tell u.
So she has her beef bowl at Yoshinoya.
Oh, while we walk ard the mall, we run into meifan twice! =)

Hun has been trying to make necklaces. Something unique. She said she will make something for me. hunny, pls do something very zinmar ^__^

KL Trip

I got up ard 6 am to finish up packing and get ready. Mom accompanied me to the coach station at Golden Mile complex. We were early for once, so we had breakfast while waiting for Jeanie and her aunt. They came on time but the bus was abit late. It was jam at Tuas check point, both in SG and M'sia. So the trip took 7 hours instead of 5.

Here we are, up and excited

We stop by at this place in M'sia for lunch. The food was over priced and jus so-so.
There were flies in the supposingly air-conditioned room.

The ride was long and we got a little bored.

When we are bored, we get creative. hehe

umm.. Then I guess I fell asleep.. heh..
And it was way too bright for a vampire like me.

Couldn't sleep for long.


Thats all we see along the way.. oil palm plantations.
We finally reach Cheras around 5 pm. We got to Jean's hse and meet her family.
Jean's mom decided to take us to the wedding that her family was invited to.

We couldn't dress up cuz I only brought casual wears to shop.
But I get to make up Jean. hehe.. it was fun.. check out her eyes..
I ate so much at dinner. There were only 7 of us when the table is for 10.
I had sharkfin soup .. I felt so guilty. I hate how sharkfin poaching is done.
But I didn't want to be rude since the soup is somewhat prestigious food.
I hope that it was all fake n just jello like what Jean said.

Next morning, I had 'dim sum' breakfast with her family.
Then Jean drove us over to a mega mall called Mid Valley around noon.
We catched Final Destination 3.
And shop abit. I didn't get much except a gift and 3 pairs of earring. yes earrings again. Its a weakness, I swear.

Here they are. I love the blue roses.
Then Jean's parents called to come over for dinner.
And since her sis was also in the mall, we chilled at coffee bean and waited for her.

As usual, we got bored and start snapping pics.
We had noodles for dinner. I ate alot again.
Then her family drove us over to Putrajaya for sight seeing.
Its a beautiful city with really cool buildings.
And the bridges are beautiful too.

The next day, we went to KL ard noon.
Shop abit then Linda and JiaJia finally arrived.
We checked into the hotel. And I was feelin so well. JiaJia and I end up staying back in the hotel while Linda n Jean went out to get coach tix for the way back. Then Linda came back but Jean couldn't stay with us cuz she had to attend her parent's 25th anniversary dinner. Linda, JiaJia and I went over to Lot 10 to shop. We gals got a pair of shoes each then we headed back cuz I was still feeling sick.
Later we went out for dinner again. The food was just alrite. We couldn't find any pink dolphins at any 7/11 stores. =(
We get back to the hotel and crashed. Linda fell asleep while waiting for her turn to shower. The next morning she woke up with her contacts still on. haha.. I was afraid to wake her up cuz I'm not sure if she's the grumpy-in-the-morning type of person like me. But she was cool when I woke her up ard 10 in the morning. She was abit shock that she fell asleep like that.
We head over to Time Square. Had breakfast at McDonalds and started our shopping. I could only find one nice top. And the tee for my bro. And some flowers. Then we moved on to Sungai Wang mall and check out more shoes. Linda and I are way too shoes and earrings crazy.
Lunch was at this tiny ramen shop behind the hotel. It was very yummy and cheap.
Then I took a cab to Jean's cousin's hse since she and her mom is their and we are heading to the coach company from there.
I slept most of the time on the coach or watched The Simpsons from this guy who sits infront of us and was watching it on his lappy. ^_^

We reached SG ard11 and I was really glad to be home.
..So thats was KL for me..

4 jobs I've had in my life:
1. Fashion Lab (I worked for ONE whole day!)
2. Blush! (I am a bla consultant)
3. Loreal ( I sell muddy make up)
4. Panahellishsonic

4 movies I could watch over and over again:
1. Pride and Prejudice (Mr Darcy... aww)
2. Ever After
3. Legally Blonde 1&2
4. Friends

4 places I've lived:
1. Yangon
2. Paris
3.Cairo
4. Brunei

4 TV shows I watch:
1. Desperate Housewives
2. Greys Anatony
3. Gilmore Girls
4. Law& Order SVU

4 places I've been on vacation:
1. Bangkok
2. London
3. Alexandra
4. Malaysia (a few states)

4 websites I visit regularly:
1. Blogs
2. Google
3. Hotmail
4. Friendster

4 of my favourite foods:
1. Chocolate
2. Kiwi
3. Ice Cream
4. Potatoey stuffs

4 places I would rather be right now:
1. On a sandy beach
2. A Gazebo in a park (add light drizzle)
3. Backpacking in Europe
4. In bed

I'm back.. in fact I got back ard 11 last nite.
The trip was fine but not fantastic. I'll update more on the trip when my Jeanie grants me the photos ;)

I managed to catch Final Destination 3 over at KL. Its a horrible show! So gruesome! Its shows way too much detail(more like the remains). I felt this fear thru out the show and a few hours afterwards. U know how u feel cold inside ur chest when u are really afraid. Its cold and really uncomfortable. I felt that. I swore I will never watch that show again, tho I've watch all 3 parts of it.
But the stupid coach ride on the way back decided to play that movie. (>__<)

Underworld was much better. I catched that last Wednesday with hun n Jean. Atleast the guy was hawt. Not when he turns into a lycan but the good thing is, he turns back to a human form half naked. ooh la la.. i likes.. I can't believe hun giggled watching the love scene. And its not my fault that i did too. giggling is contagious.
We had a hard time swallowing the LJS meal that we smuggled in while watchin the killings. But I must have been really hungry cuz I managed to finish it. I kept scaring hun n jean by screaming (alot) and jus grabbing their hands or shirt. I should never do Horror or thriller or watever.

That day I went to school and hang around Hun n Antsy's lab before the briefing. And I saw Kenneth scratching his butt. His hand was inside his pants. Then he touched the books ard him, and proceed to scratch his head. I'm so afraid of him. I stayed close to the door, near Ant, when I'm inside the lab. If he comes near, I'll just run out. I wonder how can hun sit beside him for 12 weeks.

I bougth this really kick ass tee for my bro from KL. It says :

How to use the F word
1. Dismay - Oh! Fuck it.
2.Aggression - Fuck you!
3. Passive - Fuck me.
4.Command - Go fuck yourself!
5.Incompetence - He's a fuck-up.
6.Laziness - He's a fuck-off.
7. Ignorance - He's a fucking jerk.
8.Trouble - I guess I'm a fucked now.
9.Confusion - What the fuck?
10.Despair - Fucked again...
11.Philosophical - Who gives a fuck?
12.Denial - You aint fucking me.

hehehe.. I think its cool..
Mom gave me the "Confusion" look and she wanted to throw it away.
Bro was also in "confusion" state and then he was like "Trouble" cuz I bought it for him and he better make use of it tho mom wldn't like it.*evil grin* In the end he made the "dismay" statement. haha
I realise my statements are usually "dismay", "command" and "philosophical". hehe..
nitez yo...

Attachment is finally over! Boy.. am I glad it is...

I'm off to KL.

a real update soon.

<3