I'm having really bad days at work.. Ignore my last emo entry.

My evil little mind is ticking away as I wait for the time pass. I can't stand how she bitch n whines real loud in the office. Its horrible and simply unpleasant. I spend lots of time in the toilet just to get away from that office. yes, it's that sad.
They are planning this thing called PFSSG Idols and there's a sign up form at every notice boards. And since I'm "genetically pre-wired to be evil", I've been thinking about signing up for her. It's easy. I know her name and the dept. So shall I?? ^o^

I don't understand why. The women at my work place have stuck up faces and they won't smile back even if I flash them my biggest smile. But the guys are always always always smiling!! They say "Hi, Zinmar" "Good Morning" "Good Afternoon" "How are u?" like whenever they see me thru out the day. And I don't really know them. They are from the other offices or the factory. And don't get me wrong. It's not just to me. Zul too I think. But they all look very friendly and happy with each others. Guys put their arms ard each other like all the times. Zul gets that all the time.

I haven't got a clue how they can be so happy while I am counting days, hours and mins. And screaming "I can't take it anymore!!!!" to Hannah or Zul everyday. sigh...

Btw, I've been giving pet names to some guys. There's this really really tall and broad guy who comes by my office sometime. I dunno his name so we call him "Giant". Then there's this Indian dude, his name tag says "Rony Baby John". yea, u guessed it right. I call him "ohh...baby". The next victim is the guy from IT Dept. Same office as Hannah. He's super short n cute. Like funny cute. The way he walks is like a gangster.. a mini gangster.. and I call him "smurf".. Hannah thinks he's cute and she got a thing for him.. but yea, we are sharing cuz sharing is good ^.~
She refuse to share Ben with me tho -.-


disclaimer : obviously, those guys have no idea abt these names. like duh!!!

Last Sunday, I had a good time with Bod, Dee and Zasshole. Dinner and loads of crap talk. yea. And I got my dress *beam* and the tiara is on my head now. I'm just too comfortable with it that I forget I'm wearing it when my bro's friend came to my hse just now. He must think I'm nuts. =.=

Luv ya babes! Thanks for all the encouragments n smses.