Precious Words....

You're hot and you're cold

2009-01-06T17:16:00.003+04:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVE LOVES!!!!!

I know its late but well to be honest, i have yet to feel the transition from 08 to 09.
I could blame it on having to sleep through the NYE to get ready for my 4am departure J'burg flt. Can't complain since the boy was sleeping next to me.

And 2008 was really great I am not sure if I am really to leave it behind and move on. No resolution whatsoever for 2009. I've got one for Rog tho, Buy Zinny flowers more often! *adores the flowers from Mauritus*

Oh I spent Christmas in the Desert and camp over nite with my brother and sister. I came home with my butt frozen but alive! All 3 of us, miraculously none of us died mysteriously and found buried under the sand.

Really looking forward to BKK-SYD with baby from 12th to 20th! Food! Glorious food! Hope we get to do the climb/cross Sydbey Harbour bridge and Tiger Temple in Bangkok.

I miss Arthur, he is hiding under the tub since Cheron's family is here and he doesnt like Rog anymore either. I miss Missy, we drove pass the tree where we found her yesterday. I miss my friends in Sin I dunno when will be back again.

sleepy.........

someone like you

2008-11-29T22:04:00.003+04:00

Christmas is around the corner and I need to start shopping for gifts. I am no where close. I've got it for the boy, Linda babes and Sheena.
The boy's gift was really something. A huge hole on my credit card, a freaked out Zinmar, which was contagious to Diana, a sleepless nite and a few staff trying to help/convince me; all because of a spot or two. I am really thankful to Jeremy at SDS tho. He was a great help in sorting out the logistics.
I had one of the best trips in a long time, the only downside was that I was away from the boy for 8 freaking days. It would be perfect if he was with me. Great food and massage in Bangkok, eating, shopping, sight seeing and drinking in Sydney and a diversion to beautiful bad weather Singapore to end it. Too bad I couldn't meet any of my friends due to short notice and bad timing. I took the crew out for the first time in Singapore, Gio from Mexico and Diana from the Philippines. Gio was so cute going "mmmmmmmmmm.... wowwww" over everything he eats. Homosexual guys amuse me to no end.
Sambuca - never again!

I need dresses for the season. I have a Glasgow, Jakarta, Birmingham, Singapore-Melbourne and Dusseldorf for December. Off on 24th and 25th but on Rest on 31st. So I am probably gonna be flying on the 1st so no partying on New Years Eve! booooooo.

Cant wait to go Jakarta tho. Chocolate body wrap!!!!

xoxo

Hips don't lie

2008-05-01T20:44:00.001+04:00

Promise I will blog the whole story, but here's a pic of lil' former Gnoriager, Missy/Shakira!!

you are pretty when I'm drunk

2008-04-14T06:31:00.005+04:00

So yes, as of 7th April 2007, according to reliable sources such as Facebook, Zinmar Aung is in relationship with Dodger Hyland.

Loving it cause he makes me breakfast, cooks me dinner, takes me to the beach, watches chick flicks with me, buys me gifts and flowers, and gives me back massages. Oh and of course, he makes me really happy..

South African
6 foot tall
Blue-green eyes
His favourite Thai food is Chicken Penang Curry.. lol
Won't get tan no matter how long we lay on the beach in the hot sun >.<
Turn me into a domesticated girlfriend who tidies up his room.. horrors!
Tricked me into eating Ostrich meat.
Favourite Quote: Baby! don't be nasty!

2008-01-14T08:46:00.000+04:00

Glen Cassar - 28th October 2007 - 15th December 2007
Fun, Laughter, Friends, Buzz, Patchi Chocolate, Pasta, Toast, Blankie, JuJu and Wendell

N.P - 9th January 2008

You can take your time, take my time

2008-01-04T13:13:00.000+04:00

GOODBYE 20007

HELLO 2008

Resolutions -

'be nicer to noisy'

'roll eyes less at work'

'call mom often'

'stay away from smokers'

I think the first one is the hardest simply because he is ku-ray-zee!

I wish you would be Happy, as I am.

When it rains - Paramore

And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don't miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.
Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)
Just turn it around.

Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
Oh, oh I need an ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time.

Love you, Love yoy long time!

2007-12-30T05:19:00.000+04:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Zinmar loves you!!

The flt to MAN on Christmas day was pretty interesting. Despite dreading, crying (no tears tho) and whining about it. Oh and not to forget, desperately trying to swap it, turned out pretty alright.

The load was half full. Its Christmas for goodness sake! Why were these ppl flying?
The light load allowed me to talk to my passengers and take better care of them. Most of them were gloomy when I stood there with a big smile plastered on my face (no matter how fake) and sang "Good Morning! and Merry Christmas" while boarding. ha! Sad & cynical ppl!

I met this old couple, all the way from Melbourne, conspiring with the son-in-law, planning to barge into their daughter's Christmas lunch to surprise her. How sweet! The lady told me, her son-in-law said "its either this or a cappuccino maker, and we all know which she would like better".

A big South African man who had like 8 Ballantines' from me and still manage to video cam his little daughter running up and down the cabin. They are on the way to his sister's place for Christmas.

But there was also a man traveling all alone, looking rather sad. When I spoke to him I found out that he has been flying non stop from Auckland. Which means Auk - Mel : 3 hrs, Mel - Dxb : 11-12hrs and Dxb - Man : 8hrs, to see his father who had a stroke and is in the hospital. He told me that his mom hasn't been giving him much information on how his dad is doing so he's been calling the hospital and yelling at them. For once, I can say I know exactly how he feels. I spent alot of time chatting with him so he won't sit and worry himself. He smiled at me everytime I walked pass him. Or when I gave this idiot a blank face and shrug when he made an idiotic request, afterwhich I squat down, hidden behind my cart from the idiot and breathe to keep myself calm. He waited everyone to disembark when we reached MAN. I walked up to him and wished him luck and told him to be disgustingly positive like me! Which he laughed and said he would try to return on the same flt as me. :) (Pretty ridiculously positive huh? Travel all this way and stay less than 24 hours. hehe.. its contagious, this positivity!)
I would pray for him if I still depend on God. But I am sure he will be okay. I don't know about his father but no matter who we lose in life, we will still live. We have to. Apart of us will be missing up there will be others to help us go on with life.

F.Y.I : I did not flirt with him. =X

Now, Photos from the Christmas Eve Dinner at my place! weeee!

Our beautiful Christmas tree with Santa's noise

Arthur just had to flaunt his ass

Drue, Viola, Cheron
Emma & Ming

Cheron, Viola and moi

I love this pic

hurhur.. camwhore

Excuse the expressions.. lol

Happy People!!

While Ming cooks the sauces, Drue slice the Ham and Cheron prepares the pasta, I dress up, serve my jello shots, tipsy from downing 2 glasses of wine before times up and Emma flutters around and told me that I am doing exactly what she was doing last year while Sheena cooked everything from scratch! What to do? We are social butterflies! hehehehe
Shame Sheena wasn't around. and YY, Linda, Boon, Jeanie and everyone else!

x.x.x.x

Slightly bored and severely confused

2007-12-22T12:42:00.001+04:00

Christmas and New Year is just around the corner. Not feeling Christmasie as much as I used to when I was working in Blush! or OH due to the lack of decorations and lights at work. It doesn't help that I only have 4 flights for this month. 3 down, 1 more to go. Hopefully, my swaps will go through. *fingers crossed*

Singapore was lovely as usual. Beautiful bad weather. Loved walking in the rain tho someone was grumpy about it. fun fun. Managed to catch up with a few good friends.
Ms YY Lim sleeping over. Damn Indulgz closes on Monday. Better luck next time then. My Forever faithful buddy Boon, hanging out with me. Dinner with Penguin n his gf.

I honestly don't know how to keep in touch with you. Texting me as usual and saying "Hi to Arthur" get me confused all over again.
If you want to be my friend, please don't decide whats best for me.

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

oh please, oh please, let me do the JFK-Hamburg flight. Pleaseeee...

If you could read my mind love, what a tale my thoughts could tell

2007-11-09T02:00:00.000+04:00

Its full speed baby, with no direction.
I think we are two lonely people who like the idea of having each other,
more than the real you & me.

28
5'10"
Dirty Blond
Greenish yellow eyes
Great Kisser

Not a profile on Match.com

I need to stop referring to mid twenties as OLD

Don't wake me up I plan on sleeping in

2007-10-20T15:38:00.000+04:00

I've got 3 days off.

Kinda needed it. I've been having those 3 days flight and a day off since the beginning of the month. Some days I just want to bury myself in bed and not move.

Munich was alright. I was too tired tho. For the first time, I fell asleep on crew bus on the way to the hotel. And slept in all afternoon till night. The hotel room service serves the best soup with generous basket full of bread. Went back to sleep in the middle of the night and woke up early.

Took a long cold walk to English Garden. Sit by a pond and read 'Kite Runner' while ducks fight and flight in the pond. It was scenic. Cute German guys jogging but only an old man smiled, tilt his hat and said good morning to me. Still, I very much appreciated his gesture.

Emma and I are up to something. She's off to BKK shopping. Everything is still in the process. Nothing really established yet. I can't wait till I am back from my next flight and I'll meet her to finalize the first batch.

Speaking of next flight. I managed to swap my 49hrs Manila to 48hrs Malta. I am deliriously happy lahhhh. I swear! Sexy accent!!!!!!!!

I went swimming and reluctantly tanning with Emma. But I fall asleep while I was lying on my stomach. So my back is absolutely baked. And I'm only gonna get darker when I go to that beautiful island. Oh well, not complaining.

On Thursday, I slept all day and didn't answer any calls. Which got Emma really worried that she stormed over my place. I only woke up when she came into my room and turned on the lights. My head was still in another planet when she said "Babes! I've been so worried. I thought your phone was stolen, you were kidnapped and raped!" So sweet!! Hehe.. I feel loved and someone actually felt my absent in Dubai!!!!!!

I missh Singapore. Pedestrian crossings and sambal Kang Kong.
A little emo. I think its the hormones. Period.

Reason to believe

2007-10-15T04:26:00.001+04:00

Since you will never tell me why.
And he's no longer here to explain.
I will never receive any apologies.

An Amnesia would be the perfect solution.

Or death, if you prefer to be morbid.

I'm sorry Minnie.
I love you.
~~I hate them.~~

too hard to fake it

2007-10-07T17:20:00.001+04:00

A 4 months old sleeping baby girl drool on my shirt!

Disfuckingusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's a one stop shop, make my cherry pop

2007-10-07T01:23:00.000+04:00

I've got a huge pimple on my nose.

Can I call sick for this Karachi turnard?

Frankfurt the day after~

I miss Moe n his crazy drinks!

xx

I would have stayed up with you all night

2007-10-01T07:20:00.001+04:00

Back from Dusseldorf.

German men are HAWT!!!!!!!!!!

2 words to describe them "Chiseled Jaws"

yummmmmmm~

And Great grilled pork knuckle.

I need to go backpacking in Europe so badly!!!!

off to sleep.

What can I do to make you love me?

2007-09-28T03:43:00.001+04:00

One more dot on the map! Newcastle!
It was the best flight ever! Caroline was there with me (she was on my flt just 20 hrs ago as well) and the rest of the crew are nice and fun. SFS was great. And I got a good appraisal from it! woot!

And the best part was, only 89 pax on both ways!!!
Haven't had a load that light eversince I start flying. I swear I was going ard asking for work to do. hehe..

Newcastle upon Tyne was a pretty city. Loved the cold weather. Went to the city centre. Walk down the oldest street with old buildings. I decided to be "better" by going sight seeing although our hotel was right across the street from Metro Centre, which is the largest shopping mall in Europe. Yet I end up in a pub (for good ole English food) and was coming out from another bar tipsy before 5pm. Well, its 8pm Dubai time and Mid night in Singapore. Ok fine, it doesn't make me any better. sigh... But I had fun abide being extremely exhausted.

Total Randomness of the month!
As we were walking down the street, we heard some ppl woohoo-ing and at first I thought it was a gay parade. Then I realised they were really hot guys and chicks. So I snapped a few pics of them as they walk passed.

And this nice guy (fully dressed) offered to let us take photo with them. Of course we would never turn down this kind of offer. So here is it!

The Newcastle Hotties and Emirates Girls
Caroline looked abit frightened cuz she felt someone's hand on her arse.

Afterwards, we walked over to the Quay side and see the bridges.
No wonder there are pubs everywhere.
Tyne Bridge

The Millennium Bridge
The back of an Indian Restaurant
Needless to say, it stunk!
A good view of the church tho.
Signing off : Panda eyed camwhore

Gimme Gimme Cha Cha heels

2007-09-07T19:50:00.000+04:00

Back from Jakarta!!

Well fed and pampered.
I love Mary! She massage and scrub my sweaty body. haha.. sound disgusting rite? Well, I spent like a good 15 mins in the sauna and approx. 5 mins in the steam room before the massage. So yea....

The stupid taxi driver cheated our time and money. He said it will only take 20 mins to get us to another Mall from Mangga Dua but, due to the traffic, he drove us thru Slums and Fruit markets of Jakarta, where a child pee in front of a house and kittens run around and make me worry and took more than 2 hours. =(
The cab fare came up to 3 hundred thousands, or was it 3 million. Seriously, all the zeros confused me. He told us shops close at mid nigh. So when we got to the mall, we went to a restaurant for some much needed food and by the time we had our dinner, the shops were closed. $%&#@$!
He still have the cheek to keep calling Kuna to hurry us so that he can take us back to the hotel. Poor Kuna left her money in the restaurant. =X

After all that, we decided to stay put in the hotel the next day and pamper ourselves.
Swim, Sauna, Steam, Spa and Buffet Lunch.
Yummmmm..

sit with me and watch the planes take off as the man fishes in the pond

5 guys cam whoring on the plane amuse me. And the blond one winking at me is even more amusing.
Like the girls said, "So, they are not gay hey?"

My hair is dark once again. And short.
And Arthur is getting used to me dancing around in the room. *grin*

Kinky Boots rocks my socks!

Where do we begin, to get clean again

2007-09-01T03:09:00.000+04:00

I don't like it when others tell me "you are better than that/this/him".
I know it meant to be a compliment or to make me feel better.
But how do you know that I am better?

I was never good in school.
I cheated in a test.
I copy homework from Andrew and Shanas all the time.
I asked friends to do my projects.
I have zero talent.
I'm not athletic.
I hid under a desk to avoid marching for sport day, subsequently ask papa to write to my principle about how I am hypoglycemic and would not participate in the march pass.
I am not artistic abide being a Pisces.
I selfishly moved away from family and friends to live up to my dream, see the world.
I'm insensitive.
I once said to a friend who just lost her Grandpa, "Old people die all the time".
I don't like kids or crying babies.
I imagine pouring coffee over my passenger's head while I smile and tell him to wait for his turn.
I hold my breath when someone next to me smell really bad on the bus.
I giggle when someone accidentally trip and fall in front of me.

I have always been, Mediocre.
I have yet to do anything extraordinary.

So why am I better?

What am I better at?

God of Wine - Third Eye Blind

Every thought that I repent
Theres another chip you haven't spent
And you're cashing them all in
Where do we begin to get clean again
Can we get clean again
I walk home alone with you
And the mood you're born into
Sometimes you let me in
And I take it on the chin
I cant get clean again
I want to know can we get clean again
The God of wine comes crashing through
The head lights of a car that took you farther
Than you thought youd ever want to go
We cant get back again
We cant get back again
She takes a drink and then she waits
The alcohol it permeates
And soon the cells give way, and cancels out the day
I cant keep it all together
I know I know I know... I cant keep it all together
And the sirens song that is your madness
Holds a truth I cant erase
All alone on your face
Every glamorous sunrise
Throws the planets out of line
A star sign out of whack, a fraudulent zodiac
And the God of wine is crouched down in my room
You let me down, I said it, now Im going down
And youre not even around
And I said no no no...
I cant keep it all together
I know I know I know...
I cant keep it all together
And theres a memory of a window
Looking through I see you
Searching for something I could never give you
And theres someone who understands
You more than I do
A sadness I cant erase
All alone on your face

God only know that I tried

2007-08-31T01:08:00.000+04:00

Casablance - 25th August 2007

Busy Saturday evening at Habous Market

Colorful Rugs

Gate to Grocery Market

I wonder whats behind this door

Children in Casablanca
they were cute till I got a flt with 45 ~~kids~~ Monsters
I thought this little girl was cute tho tomboyish
I can't remember her name
she only speaks Arabic and she was pretty interested in my camera.
So I let her take picture of this boy
She loved looking thru my photos from Paris and Singapore.
She exclaims everytime she sees a picture of me and others.
And when we left, she was in the middle of the road hailing a cab for us.
Pretty sweet girl.

Caribbean Sea
Lamb Tagine for dinner
Is it me or do I look fat?!?!?!

Karachi flight was so tiring. Its so hard to please 180 passengers during an hour flight.
Next up is Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. Yet another turnard.

I'll be in Jakarta on 3rd and will have 50+hrs for Layover. I can't wait! Shopping and Spa!!

Nite All~

Can it heal where others before have failed?

2007-08-24T07:26:00.000+04:00

Airbus 380 was in Dubai on 17th August and I was super excited about it. I signed up to be apart of the team operating it, probably along with hundreds of other crews. Obviously, I wasn't selected. =( But I just found this article written by a fellow crew, Jeevz Angel and it had me super excited all over again so I thought I would share the article.

"Hiiyaaa

I had a lovely time today operating the a-380
It is a silent gentle giant as described by many ppl - and it truly is !!
Take off was real short n quite. It is both spacious and one would not feel tired after a long journey. It has many new features like an automatic door opening function by the touch of a button, better lavatories, numerous arrangements for the galleys, 2 lifts to transfer trolleys among the 2 decks, amazing configuration and options for arrangements of seats, crew bulk rest with a separate one close to the cockpit for the flight crew, stairways on both the aft n fwd of the cabin, side storage units below the windows, wooden floor paneling, open bar counters and storage spaces, social areas, large wing span.

In short come and explore for urself and keep discovering. Its like 2 planes flying on top of one another. It has a total of 16 doors - 10 in the lower or main deck while 6 in the upper deck. the boarding was done in zones which will def reduce the time that we face while boarding pax.

It is a big daddy of aircrafts and is the future of air travel. The no of crew who operated it was 22 excluding the flight deck. Today we just flew over Dubai and pax were served with special snack boxes to remember the first flight. They were also handed out t-shirts and cds from airbus as take away. We also had numerous managers from various departments to add to the pax list. Once service was complete pax were allowed to check out aircraft deck by deck. There was a lot of confusion and photo sessions and this continued till captain made a pa to ask them to return back to their seats - lot of excitement on the atmosphere - ppl were actually taking pictures of the toilets we had onboard. u know how it starts - one takes a pic n the rest follows not knowing why : hehe !!

well that was the story for today - only thing is that we had to do it twice !! first flight was form 10.00 am till 12.00 noon and then the second was from 2.00pm till abt 4.00pm. I got home feeling famished after a hard days work :) by abt 5.00 pmTomorrow the same story would be told except with different passengers.
so till then enjoy the snaps that I have in store for u on my profile : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=3934&id=505834929

cheers,
jeevz"

"an automatic door opening function by the touch of a button" *gasp* its like a dream come true! You have no idea how I struggle pushing those super heavy doors open! And I had to do it over and over again during training college. =X
I cant wait for the big bird to come. One more year to go! I hope by then I will be a Grade1! *fingers crossed*

The Grim Goodbye

2007-08-21T18:11:00.000+04:00

I realized that ever since I've got here, I haven't really photoblog about Dubai.

So here you go,
The famous Sheikh Zayed Road

The view from my balcony

See how there isn't a single tree in 2km Radius.

The season's gonna change soon. But I won't be seeing any leaves falling off the trees.

I'm sorry I bothered you.
I haven't fly eversince my leave and its driving me nuts.

so have it your way

2007-08-20T17:26:00.000+04:00

I swear I didn't spin him
He's just a ditsy cat so he looks dizzy.

And this is the reason why I find my necklaces on the floor in 2/3 pieces.

I hate that your note was so casual, so neutral and so damn polite.
Why can't you be straight forward.

So help me heal these wounds, they've been open for way to long

2007-08-19T22:21:00.000+04:00

I used to be angry at mom for painting a beautiful picture over the reality every time we talk about papa. I don't think its very fair of her not to acknowledge what he put us through.
But then again, when I look up my closet door, saw the random photos of friends and polaroids onboard along with a photo of mom and papa, I realized I have been pretty hypocritical myself. I've picked out the happiest looking one. A candid shot where he sat closed to her and both laughing on his 51st Birthday.

I remember he had 3 exact same cakes that his friends bought. And I stole a photo with the cake, pretending to be my birthday.

Anyhow, what I meant to say is, I didn't pick those formal photos where mom sits and papa stands behind with his hand placed on her shoulder. Or the awkward ones where they are both dressed up and sitting next to each other with fake smiles or rather expressionless faces.

So I guess, just like mom, I think I would rather remember the good times than the bad. Its hard to forget the pain, caused by all the emotional abuse and let go of the anger but I really want to move on.

I want to live on my own, cut off from the past. Possibly forget about him. Maybe thats one of the reasons why I moved to Dubai. Or am so cold to my grandmothers. I know they don't deserve it, and its not fair to mom to be so far away from her daughter. And not hear from her even once a week. But I can't help it.

This is my escape.

If I could open my mouth wide enough for a marching band to march out

2007-08-18T15:08:00.000+04:00

Tu ne quaesieris, scire nefas, quem mihi, quem tibi
finem di dederint, Leuconoe, nec Babylonios
temptaris numeros. ut melius, quidquid erit, pati.
seu pluris hiemes seu tribuit Iuppiter ultimam,
quae nunc oppositis debilitat pumicibus mare
Tyrrhenum: sapias, vina liques et spatio brevi
spem longam reseces. dum loquimur, fugerit invida
aetas: carpe diem quam minimum credula postero.
-Horace

Leuconoe, don't ask — it's dangerous to know —
what end the gods will give me or you. Don't play with Babylonian
fortune-telling either. Better just deal with whatever comes your way.
Whether you'll see several more winters or whether the last one
Jupiter gives you is the one even now pelting the rocks on the shore with the waves
of the Tyrrhenian sea--be smart, drink your wine. Scale back your long hopes
to a short period. Even as we speak, envious time
is running away from us. Gather the day, there is nothing else beyond that.

There's something about you, now I can't quite figure out

2007-08-17T11:05:00.000+04:00

Base Sweet Base

So I am back in Dubai. The land that lacks friends, affection, attention and Andrew Chow Chow.

My wishful thinking turned out to be nothing but just a wishful thinking. Its still summer and burning hot here. It was 34 degree Celcius at 5 in the morning when we landed.

I've been to the laundry and grocery store. Oh, my Grocery store man noticed that I have been away for a while. It made me flash a big smile and tell him about my leave. Someone actually felt my absent. woot! And of course my security guard (Mr. Pringles) who was there to greet me when I first step into the building. =]

Noise and Arthur are still alive and kicking. Arthur isn't playing with the squeaky football that I bought him, instead he gets on my dresser and push off my cellphones. All 3, one by one. Soon, he will be calling my friends in SG to tell them about his experience inside the Tumble dryer and request them to call SPCA.
I'm so tempted to do it again. But this time with my camera ready to record while he topples and falls inside as it spins. =X

Singapore was good.
Phuture with YY was as awesome as ever. Jumping "Little girls" and underage looking guys. A little over enthusiastic kissing that results in a sore back for the next 2 days! Arab Street backpackers Inn cafe was unusually crowded. Nonetheless, I still love chilling out there with babes. Sheesh Kebab and mixed fruits Shisha smoking at Merrakesh is always fun. Indirectly helping a couple get back together. A little bit of emo-ism over the uncool *** of a soft spot! Cafe Del Mar with Jeanie and babes in messed up dress code, and wishing upon a shooting star followed by a session of convincing each other that it was in fact a shooting star. Movie at my all time favorite Cathay Cineplex where I said "I hate this movie!" out loud half way. Welcoming someone into "the family". Jeanie! Get the ang bao ready! 20 cents should surffice. Camwhoring with my beloved graduand. I'm so proud of her. A good dosage of Gilmore Girls. All the good food that I have been deprived. Read 2 great books, A thousand Splendid Suns and Prisoner of Tehran.

Beachbum & Executive

A wannabe

Thats about it!.

Next leave is 16th - 27th November. I promise I will beg, bribe and threaten ppl to swap their off days with me and extend this leave.

My VS bikinis are herreeee... The black one is purrfect but the white one doesn't fit right.

Note to self : Do not think of someone else while you are making out with one. And most importantly, do not compare. You mite feel guilty.

You and Me - Lifehouse

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

you are such a let down

2007-08-12T16:29:00.000+04:00

It finally rained.

Perfect timing :)

Don't apologise, I hope you choke and die

2007-08-04T07:39:00.000+04:00

Fuckingbitchjustgetthefuckoffmyback.
Youdon'tknowwhentostopdoyou?
Youthinkyouknoweverythingjustbecauseyouarelikeacient.
Butdoyouknowthatyoudon'tknowhowtolistenandarefuckingoblivioustoyourfuckingsurrounding.
Everyonethinksyouarefuckingoldanddriedup.
AllyoucandoispickonsomeonelikemecuzIamnew.
Youdon'tevenfuckingknowwhatisthefuckingmeaningof'perfectionist'.
Youreallyneedtoeducateyourmaggotfilledrottenfuckingbrain!!!!
HereisaBIGFUCKYOUtoYou!!!!!!!!

Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky

2007-08-01T15:38:00.000+04:00

I didn't shop in Paris! Horror!
I did buy a sweater tho. heh~

I went to churches there. Everything is so beautiful there. Its a shame that some ppl are really rude. =(

I hate it when things are over

2007-08-01T13:15:00.000+04:00

Dxb-Sin-Bne-Akl-Bne-Sin-Dxb 15-22 July 07

It was a better trip compare to last trip cuz I wasn't sick and I had a road trip. But I like the other group of crew better tho. This time, they were so senior and not that up beat and happy anymore. And the gay SFS telling me about his date with a guy who doesn't use condoms at DINNER was way too much information laaa.. And he is so freakin lazy onboard but he gave me a good appraisal so thats fine. heh~
On the first day I went up Sunshine coast to Steve Irwin's zoo. Pat a kangaroo and a koala, watched the show at Crocoseum and drive up to Mooloolaba. But my camera decided to be as gay as the SFS and refuse to work. It was so cold at the beach.

The next day, after the shuttle, We drove down south to Gold Coast. I wanna live there. Learn to surf, open a restaurant and marry a hot surfer dude. LOL
I was the navigator with the map. I am gonna collect those maps now and mark wherever I've been.

I came back with 3 shot glasses from the trip. One from the Zoo with a Kangaroo, Mooloolaba with a topless woman and another from Gold Coast.

Here are the picsy for your viewing pleasure ^.~

Bikini Bottom

2007-07-29T01:58:00.000+04:00

I can't change my heart, there's nothing I can do

2007-07-26T20:37:00.001+04:00

~~smoke free phuture~~

roadside crabbing

~~Arab street cafe reading~~

east coast roller blade

~~marina food loft~~

sushi genki sushi

~~shop shop shopping~~

~~cathay movies~~

ah-lianish neighbourhood ice cream

champagne at La Cave

~~bukit timah supper~~

~~gilmore girls season 5&6~~

desperate housewives season 3

greys anatomy season 3

~~Boon~~, ~~Jeanie~~, Ade, ~~Chantel~~, Jean, YY, Nette, ~~Linda~~, Shanice, whoever, etc, etc

I'm here to remind u of the mess u left when u went away

2007-07-14T08:02:00.000+04:00

UN Earth Summit 1992

I'll stop the world and melt with you~

2007-07-11T01:58:00.000+04:00

I have been so lazy and unproductive that I am starting to get disgusted with my own life style. I cant help but feel that I am wasting my life. I know there are career opportunities in this company but I can't see myself settling in this country. So this job is nothing but just another experience. But a kick ass one at that!

So why am I complaining?

Cuz I am only working like 2 weeks in a month. And the rest of the month, I'm either sleeping, chatting online or watching tevo. My body clock is so messed up that I have no clue when is night or day. You can prolly drop me at any country in the world and I would acclimatize right away.

Emirates didn't sue Airbus for the delay of 380s delivery. They managed to work out an agreement. something like 4 free 380s. I am so fucking amazed. Free aeroplanes???!?!??!

They are planning to make the 380s just Y class. so they can carry like 600 passengers. O.O!! I can't imagine betting 600 ppl's lives on a mean machine. Thats like a small town's population.

Most of my batch mates are going on their leaves. I am getting a tab bit home sick. I don't know. Its weird. I didn't think I would miss home this fast. But the good news is, my leave and tickets are confirm for August 5th till 16th. And I wont be going for holidays. I think I should just come home and chill. I will probably get to travel more when I am entitle to ID 90 tickets.

I had a good time in Melbourne and Aukland. Just going everywhere and doing random stuffs with Caroline. The flight was long and some crews got on my nerves. This OZ girl said "Finally! an Airport where I can read signs!" when we reached Melb Airport. She added that some Asian countries has signboards written in some other languages. How ignorant is that. I mean we go thru International airports. And most countries have signboards in 2 or 3 different languages, of course including English (cuz its INTERNATIONAL). But in Australia only have english cuz they only know english. urgh!

Casablanca was lovely. The crews were great! The city is just old and white. Beautiful buildings. And the Medina was just buzzling. This chap came and took us to his "Ali ba ba" shop, then show us ard Medina. He called himself our tour guide and bodyguard :) The city was on high terror alert on the day I got there.
Terror or no terror, a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do!
That is to shop!
Hehe.. I got myself a djellehba which is traditional Morrocan woman gown. Its pretty cool.

Thats all for now. No pics this time. Sorry

xoxo

If I stumble and I fall, should I get up n carry on?

2007-07-06T22:15:00.001+04:00

http://www.myheritage.com

Souvenir from better time

2007-07-06T15:48:00.000+04:00

Packing for 6 days Melb-Akl trip on 29.06.07

I think I am a bad dancer
When I dance ard in my room, Arthur runs away from me
=X

To see the world behind those eyes

2007-06-27T20:11:00.000+04:00

I need to get well.
This horrible flu needs to get outta my system already!
If I have to call sick and stay home one more day,
I'm gonna freaking die.
I'm not all that excited to go to Melb but I cant wait to get outta Dubai laaaa...
I know it sound ridiculous but I'm so upset that I've been sick for more than a week.
Every little thing gets in my nerves.

I called mommy today. We are gonna have 4 apartments in Yangon soon. I wish I could be there to design the floor plan and decorate it once its done. But then again, none of us are ever gonna live there. Like every other properties we own. Its all gonna be rent out. Its funny how we buy lands and build apartments only to lease them out and we live in a rented house. hmmm..

There's so much I wanna say but I just don't think this is the right place to type out all that I wanna say to you.

I'm gonna stop here.

We all bleed the same way as you do..

2007-06-24T23:15:00.000+04:00

DXB - SIN - BNE - AUK - BNE- SIN - DXB
35 Hours 40 mins
13th - 21st June 2007

my first ever long ass trip. I survived it. barely...

Being back in SIN was fun n exciting.
Y, linda, Jeanie n JiaJia waiting for me at the hotel was awesome. Chuck the professional image, I wanna hug them!
Too bad boon had to be in camp n Jean has to work the next day.
Delicious Black Pepper Crab, Deep fried Squid and yes, Sambal Kangkong! Totally random food that I miss.
Phuture wasn't as cool as I wanted it to be. Nonetheless, I had fun clubbing with Energizer bunny. or Duracell, wateverer.

Seriously, the boys are sooooo young. And short and skinny. And they wear skinny jeans. urgh.. maybe I am getting really old but I still like boys with baggy or straight cut jeans n shirt/tee/sweatshirt. i know, thats so umm... early 21st century? But its still neat.
And they dont even bother to introduce themselves yet expect me to dance with them. They will only get their little ego bruised.

BNE is was cold and expensive. The crew were not all that cool so we didnt go Gold Coast or Steve Irwin's Zoo. The OZ boys, i.e. Sasa n Brian, went out to party with their mates. I pretty much stayed in my room, watching Sponge Bob or Myth Busters and live on room service. 50% off is a great deal. I did shop abit. I dig the City Beach store where I got a vest at a discounted price. And I get confused whether I should buy winter wear (cuz thats the season overthere) or summer clothing since its hot in Dubai. hmmm.. Ohh.. I think the Street Beach is cute.

My throat was sore in the morning of AUK shuttle. After the 4 hrs break over there, I was pretty cranky that even the purser noticed. My mood was better later in the evening, thanks to the crews. They are pretty fun to be ard. Joking ard n playing with my hair. Brian stealing half of my Kit Kat and Shivani showing off her "chinese"

Back at the hotel, we went down to the bar n join the rest of the Emirates Crew. Had a drink then went up to the F/O's room with the rest of my crew n watch 'Hannibal The Rising'. Its so slow, Chan fell asleep on the floor. obviously, I wasn't my kinda movie so I went back to my room to sleep midway. By then I was pretty sick and the next day wasn't any better. I called Int'l SOS and they made an appointment for me at a clinic. My purser told me to call the police if I get worst -_____-" i told him I would call the ambulance and Fire brigade too..

I was much better in SIN except the "sexy voice" cuz I just had to. So little time, so much to shop!

My apologies to the people who I didnt call or meet up. As u all know, I only had 24 and 23 hours there.
Deduct the time at the airport, on the bus and sleeping before and after flight, it was just too short.

On the way back was pretty much hellish. We faced a turbulent weather for a long time. I had to squat down on the floor, holding onto the cart and a seat. My nose bleed from all the sneezing and squeezing. (haha) My head hurts and my voice was pretty much gone. Poor Brian had a stomach upset and threw up in the galley. I was so frustrated when the SFS told me to hurry and I just wanted to sit n cry. Sasa was asking me if I am ready to go home and never work again. I was. I am so glad I had Karen and Shivani ard to Calm me down and encourage me.

I think Chan is a pretty interesting chap. His parents are Australian Hippies so they gave their sons Indian (Rajan), Chinese (Chan) and Arabic (Jamil) names. They lived in a Farm hse without electricity outside Civilisation. He didnt have TV, Gameboy or Ice Cream growing up. He was a vegan and had his first meat when he was 20.

I love this part of my job. Meeting people who are so different from me.

I got back home in one piece, eventually... ^^
And Arthur seem to miss me *wide grin*
I think Noise did too. But then again he is an attention whore that would miss anyone who give him an ounce of attention.

Went to EK Clinic today and apparently, I've got Viral Infection thats why my antibiotics didnt work. @$^%@$%
I hate being sick like this.
My nose hurts! My throat hurts! My tummy hurts! My head hurts! I can't fly in this state! I'm so damn whiny!!

I had to call sick for the turn ard tonite. =X

KoKo suggest that I get him a "I <3 Roxy girls" tee for his b'day. o.0?

Yy says: we are in a confusing era now
Rug says: yeah man
Yy says: with same sex marriages getting more prevalent
Yy says: a pretty girl like you cannot be safe from the treachery of the homo behaviours. or the susceptibility to it.
Rug says: yea
Rug says: with the history of unfaithful ex bf just add points to suspected lesbianism
Yy says: plus a girl friend who has been mistaken to be the partner
Yy says: HORRORS
Yy says: no hon, YOU CANNOT.
Yy says: you love boys, remember that!!!

I will remember I LOVE BOYS when the sales assistant gives me a funny look >.~

I think I have the right to say whatever I feel. Even if it bothers you.

xoxo

everybody is changing

2007-06-09T09:47:00.000+04:00

Alexandria flight was toughhhhhhhh..
They dont sit on their own place.
She cried cuz she n her children were not seated together. (not our fault. she should have talk to the check in person)
She yelled at my purser.
They want coffee after coffee after coffee.
Tea after tea after tea!
After the service within 3 hours.

I tried but I end up hiding in the galley. One by one, we all give up.

A tip for flyers, all of u are welcome to the galley. Take a walk, stretch ur legs and come by when u want something to drink. U will prolly get a warm smile, a chatty crew will make small talks and get your drink right there.

Atleast, on the way back the load was less

The crews were super nice tho. ^^
Polaroid pics are funnnnn~

Amman tmr early morn.

Here I came, Amen!

Reality

2007-06-07T12:59:00.000+04:00

I've been online, reading articles on Darfur Crisis. I cant understand some of the reasons behind it but Wikipedia explains it pretty well. This man made conflict has apparently started on 26th Feb 2003. Thats my 18th birthday.

I'm 22 now and I've only learn about this displacement, starvation, rape, and mass slaughter because of Green Day's cover on Working Class Heroes.

How ignorant have I been?

Just like Srebrenica Massacre, which happened in 1995 where more than 7,000 unarmed Muslim men were killed. I only found out abt that last year when I stumble upon a photography exhibition at the National Library in SG.

It pissed me off to admit that there is nothing much I can do except to provide some monetary support.
But seriously, money can't buy peace or buy the lives of the victims family back. Much less erase the hatred and anger in the victims' heart. And thats what gonna live on, for even longer than the crisis itself. How do we save those ppl?

I whine about my small dysfunctional family, boys problems and how I can't get the shoes I want. When there is probably a girl my age, having to watch her father and brothers being murdered and her mother, sisters and herself being beaten to pulp and raped next to some dead bodies.

How sad is that?

Break apart her heart

2007-06-05T03:59:00.000+04:00

Aww.. Milo Ventimiglia

I dig this hot milo

Everyday I love u less and less

2007-06-04T08:30:00.000+04:00

Mauritius was the best layover ever! yet the shortest. Bleh!
I stayed in a lovely resort called Shandrani Hotel Mauritius
by the beach. The watersports are complimentary fo crews.

My room was on the top floor.

Its really cozy and smells of wood.

I took a nap here on the balcony lounge chair while I wait for my lunch
after snorkeling.

Apparently, the hotel is surrounded by a lagoon but u can see big white waves at the back

This is where we can do most of the watersports like wake boarding and stuffs

and swim in the cold water

I took a short boat ride and went snorkeling

It was awesome, swimming with the fishies

not choking on salt water tho.

I miss mauritius. Its like a paradise Island. Why was I not born there? Seriously. I would live there n not move ard if I were a Mauritian.

Why are some crew so boring? They would rather sleep in their rooms or sun tan when they can do all those water sports for free. Seriously, I had to do all the exploring alone. Boo!

I know sometimes I can be all wrapped up and into me

2007-06-03T02:30:00.000+04:00

Back from Mauritius and extremely pleased.

Will photoblog once I've catch up on my sleep.

ZIN LOVES HER JOB!

I wish you'd get outta my head, I think about you every day

2007-05-31T17:40:00.001+04:00

BOUDOIR

R&B / Ladies' Nite

Su, Vicky, N'za, Zin & Audrey
pre-dancing

They only started playing R&B songs after 1am
and an hour later, the music start to suck.
so we hit the bar and camwhore ^^

The bar tender who took these pics was cuteeee

Rush back to the dancefloor as soon as they play
"Sexy back"

But the club closed at 3am
Audrey,Su,N'za,Moi,Vicky
post-dancing

We got a ride home from this dude

All thanks to this babe!

Su & Vicky are sisters.
We were all from SG cept for Audrey.
It was Great fun~

But I still miss Phuture laaaaa

Can't Go On Lyrics - Good Charlotte

How can it be easy to forget you
When I think about you all the time
I never know how I miss you when I never had you
You were never mine

It'd be cool if we never met,
If we never locked eyes
Then I'd feel so happy,
Not knowing you're so fine

Its amazing how certain lyrics can express exactly how I feel about someone

random error

2007-05-30T15:32:00.001+04:00

I've got too much time on my hands nowadays.
I was taken off my KL trip due to some rest/legality issues.

so I've been shopping, beach bumming and eating lots.
Today, I'm on 6am-6pm standby.
I feel trapped in my own room.
I need to figure out this call divert thingie.

I finally bought a digicam.
Yes its PINK!
I like pink gadgets can??
Sony T20 8.1 3x

Here is my lovely dresser
Psst... remember the umbrella from Painted Veil that I absolutely adore. I found it at a little shop near the Great Wall of China.

Spiderkat on my dresser..

Flowers from Sheena to cheer me up after the incident

Free Time+Credit Card=New shoes

The new stud after the old one fell out during my Gatwick trip

Scar Face
Thanks to Spiderkat~
umm.. Idunno whats wrong with the previous post.
I'm too lazy to fix it. =P

I love Sheena cuz she is the bestest roommie and she cooks kick ass chicken rice!

Next Flight : Mauritius
12 hrs

P/S Those of you who wants postcards once in awhile, please sms me your mailing address to +971504697629

At night we're painting your trash gold while you sleep

2007-05-23T05:58:00.001+04:00

Here's a real photoblog from my last 2 trips to London.

First was London Gatwick on 7th May. My cus came to see and we took a drive to Windsor Castle. It was wet and gloomy in the day but it got better in the evening. I took so many photos with his SLR. It was awesome. I love all the intricate architectures and a paintings.

Here's some photos with the beautiful sky.

On 13th May was my trip to London Heathrow.
Koko came to my hotel too but this time we took a bus and train rides to central london. Umm.. I still prefer Singapore's MRT. Its not that confusing or olddd..

Anyhow, when I got outta the subway station, it was exactly at 12 and someone was making noise!

Big Ben @ 12 noon

Then we met another 2 of my cousin brothers.
They bought me this raincoat (plastic bag with British flag prints -_______-") cuz it started to drizzle. I LOOKED like a tourist.
We walked over to London eye. It was freezing cold and wet, my cold allergy acted up but at the same time, there were some kuku ppl running ard aimlessly in shorts n tees.

London eye Top of Drop

Big Ben
Horrid weather hey?

River Thames

Some old Buildings that are now Ministries and stuffs

Buckingham Palace is behind those blocks of buildings. We could see the palace and a lake from the london eye.

I think my cousin brother is afraid of height. He didnt like standing on the edge like I did. Somehow, I find that amusing.

After the ride, we went over to China Town to have lunch. I had BBQ Pork Rice (I have been pork deprived in Dubai) and some soup.
It was lousy la. too sweet. Oh well, I'll have better Chinese food in KL :)

Apart from the trips, I have been decorating my room lately. Trying to make it more me.
This is my dresser and the hat rack next to it.
I love the lights I bought from Manchester.
Super cheap! like S$ 5.

And I got the hat rack from Ikea and assemble it all by myself with the help of Sheena's girly screwdriver

To those who called me a bimbo, _|_
:)

Alright, I need to pack up and get ready for my trip.
Beijing here I come!

Beautiful Things Dont always Stay that way..

2007-05-22T20:32:00.000+04:00

Angry Zinmar's Rant!

If you want coffee, Fuk You!

If you want Tea, Fuk You too!

If you want "Bottle" and u dunno what the hell is inside that bottle, Kiss Jean-Paul's ass.
Dont even think abt touching mine.

If you want Brandy/Whiskey for the eighth time, try flushing ur empty head down the toilet!

If you want more wet wipes, Go fuk yourself!
There are toilets with tons of tissues if you need to clean ur hands. If you are too lazy to get ur ass down there, bring wet wipe LIKE I DO!

urgh.. I hate those ppl on Manchester flight. They are just down right mean!
I hate them! Hate them! hate Them!

Apart from that, Manchester is a nice place to shop if you are size 8 and above.

Better Luck in Beijing then..

Erase and rewind

2007-04-30T09:58:00.000+04:00

I did my 2nd supy flight to Dakka on 23rd. It was one long ass turn ard. Total of 11 hours. That includes the time we were circling in the air due to a thunderstorm in Dakka that caused turbulence and prevent us to from landing.
I love rainy days but I've always hated thunders, so u can imagine how freaked out I was sitting in the cockpit watching this massive cloud with lightenings striking in every direction.
Apart from that everything else was pretty cool. The passengers were really nice/sleepy. hehe..

If parents love their baby so much, why do I have to convince them to use extension seatbelt when its for their baby's safety?

On the 27th I has Airport standby from 6:00am to 9:00am. Utter gayness. Yup, thats the only way I can describe it. The onIy other way I could compare the feeling would be sitting outside the dentist clinic waiting for my name to be called.
I didnt get pulled out tho, so I get to come home and sleep.

28th was Standby 3, i.e. 7pm - 7am.
So I rushed over to City Centre to shop for the cap that I oh so want it n I dream of it n I would convulse n die if I dont get it. And also grocery/canned soup n crackers shopping at Carrefour.
Came home 3ish to nap and was pulled out at, yup exactly 7pm. A turn ard Flight to Delhi.

My first operating flight and I was incharge of a door. I was so nervous on bus ride to the plane till I recieved a kick ass encouragement from the captain: "Just get it over and done with. Spill the coffee on the damn passenger" ~hehe~
It was an alright flight. A lil drama over the Purser's bitchiness when some idiot smoked in the toilet; but seriously, I cant be bothered. I like my job and dealing with the passengers too much to care about those petty nitty things. I got praised by my SFS that I did very well for my 3rd flight. :)
On the way back when I told Capt that I didnt spill anything, he said "Better Luck next time then"

Joburg, London Heathrow and Gatwick, Manchester and Kuala Lumpur. I finally get my layovers. Approximately 25 hours in each countries.
Ironically I am the most excited about KL. I wanna eat lala, crab, kankong (sp?) and shop for shoes. Seafood Deprived.
Plane food sucks!

I'm leaving for Joburg after midnite tonite and I will get there ard 10 am over there. And will only be leaving in the afternoon the next day. I checked online for Places to go there but I am still pretty clueless. Sheena said I should go to the Lion Park where I can cuddle cubs. The weather is gonna be chilly over there. 6 - 11 Degree. Yay!

Auther seem to think he is a dog. He loves jumping up n kissing/licking my face. Damn cute laaaa..
But he is naughty and pees everywhere. Now he's locked in his cage as a punishment. :(

Thats all for now loves!

P.S. I HATE MEN HERE!!! When they see a chick, they say "psst" followed by a "Hello" and If u acknowlege them, the next question would be "how much?" but If u ignore them they called u "Bitch". &$%^@$#!%$^%&%@$#$

Dont waste ur time on me your already the voice inside my head

2007-04-22T21:26:00.000+04:00

First of all .... I MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!

and Secondly, ITS SO FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!

Snapple/Zinny Fact: There are 372 or 374 buttons/switches in the cockpit of Airbus 330.

Weeeeeeeeee~~

First flight : Doha

It was just simple fanfuckingtastic to sit in the cockpit during take off and landing. I was either speechless or squealing (softly). The pilots were cool and I totally respect them for being who they are and remembering what all these switches are for. Even all the - Captain "rararara", First Officer "Check" - or - First Officer "yadaydayda", Captain "Check" - sound so cool!
I wanna see how the sky will be like at nite or during sun set. OOOOOHH .. I LOVE ME JOB!

Graduation was awesome too. We had a theme called "Make Someone's Day" and as a part of it, one of the 1st class graduate's bf, came up to the stage and proposed. awwwwwwwwww... All of us were in tears.. shoooo sweeet!

eh...obviously, cant remember what I wanted to blog

2007-04-07T12:29:00.000+04:00

There's nothing I wont do, to...

2007-04-03T23:31:00.000+04:00

DISCLAIMER : The Following contents are extremely random.

I like wireless internet connection. Its fcking brilliant.

I need to shop. really bad.

I am scared to death of giving natural birth. I always have and the video just elevated the fear. I so opt for cesarean incision if not adoption.

Pregnant Women!! Stop Flying. Do not try to "Keep Discovering" at 35,000ft above within that 9 months. Thank You.

I'm not feeling so well. But I am not certify to diagnose it.
Shall I call Medlink?

If I am to stay sane for the next 3 weeks, I'll need to sit on a sandy beach real soon. Plan this weekend again.

V is the Ex-wife, Con is the wife and I am his Mistress
I like being the new hot thing >.~

Thursday nights are party nights now.

I am the baby of the class so I had to act out Febrile Convulsion.
Violent twitching, clenched fist, arched back, eyes rolling back and puffy face, on the floor in the middle of the class.

I feel so fcking alone at night.

Where is the credit card when I need it.

Noise is Noisy AND Smelly.

Dubai has fcking weird weather conditions. Cold Chilly Nights, Warm Sunny Days, Sand Storms and Drizzles. All within the one month I have been here.

The roads foams when it rains.

I need to remember all the equipment locations.

I miss home and mom.
*sobs*

Every Inche of me is Bruised

2007-04-01T21:01:00.000+04:00

Thats it!

I struggle with the doors and I cant even give a proper CPR!

I'm going to the gym everyday from today onwards!

The way that you dance, The way that you move, The way that you stare at me across the room..

2007-03-30T15:31:00.000+04:00

I'm loving my life hereeeee...

Even the studying part cuz I score so well in tests ^^.. hiak hiak hiak
And my trainers are fantastic people!

Finally get to go out last nite. I went to 360 and Jumeriah Madinat with my batchmates and their friend's friends. When we have got a 6ft Blonde who looks stunning and is beautiful inside out, we get alot of attention and invitations.

ha! desperate man~

This is the view from 360
Its located on a man made island like round thingie..
(umm.. I really dunno how to describe)

Rite next to Burq..
Gotta take a buggy ride from Jumeriah Beach Hotel
Its gorgeous at nite n chilly
Just being by the sea makes me all happy and floosy
After a glass of Vodka Sprite I was pretending to be cat walking on the buggy path to 360
And my drunk batchmates cheering me on~ LOL

Thanks to the desperado being a member of JM, we got a buggy ride and a boat ride from the hotel to the Medinat. Then went to a club called Jambase where there's a live band.

Back to Sheikh Zayed Road and looking for food at 4 am. We only have BK thats about to close and took like 20 mins just to order. We end up stealing cookies from the counter with the help of some strangers. wahahaha..

I still miss Phuture and Bukit Timah coin prata..
Well, I'll be back soon, before June or July for a week maybe.

Ciao loves!

Your heart is an empty room

2007-03-26T18:10:00.000+04:00

When you have no fcking clue of how one's life is like,
Don't Judge.
Don't Assume.
Don't Conclude anything.

And most importantly,
Don't fcking give me any ultimatum!!

That is the worst thing you can do to jeopardize any relationship you have with me.

I assure you,
I will disappoint you.
On purpose,
even if against my own will

If you must know, I am very good at ignoring.

I'll wait for you until you knock on my door

2007-03-24T20:04:00.000+04:00

Me : One Beef Asiatic Sandwich pls
B To B : ok.. anything else
Me : Does it come with fries?
B To B : What? no Fries..
Me : ok, pls add in fries

So here it is and I cant find any packet of fries..

Cuz they are inside the sandwich!

urrrggghhhhhhhhhhh

And I bet they think I must be weird for asking fries inside the sandwich..

-_____________________________-"

Less than 2 weeks in Dubai and I've seen a building under construction on fire. The top 2 floors were completely engulfed in flames. It was absolutely terrifying.

Doing Laundry is a pain in the arse.

I'm experiencing several blond moments.

SAVE ME!!!

I dont want to be a blonde.

gotta study.
Door test tmr
Wish me luck
no deer in the headlight moment please~

I can see us holding hands walkin on the beach with our toes in the sand

2007-03-17T13:37:00.000+04:00

I've reached the U.A.E!! Atleast the Dubai part...

Let see, where shall I start?

My flight: It was almost full, which is scary. Imagine taking care of 400 passengers, telling "Please wear ur seatbelts sir/ma'am" or "chicken or beef?" like a hundred time.. yeah, I was thinkin of that those stuffs on the way. Had a transit at Colombo. But I didnt get to get off the the plane at all.. Just one short nap..

Bad news guys, I will not be learning the whole Safety Demonstration thingy cuz all seats in every classes have their own personal screen infront of each seats. ;P

I love my room! And my flatmates are super nice to me. <3 Emma & Sheena! I've heard horror stories of others and I'm just so damn glad I am here!

White building. White room! White Bed!
Luurrrvvveee my bed. Huge and all mine!! I'm not even allowing Noise to get on it. I push him off the minute he jumps on it. Toopid cat! Meows all the time.
I need a veil like thingie.. Where is spotlight!

Tunisian, Indian, Kenyan, British, Portuguese, Czech, Australian, Russian and Belarussian!.. The nationalities of my batchmates. cool huh? The Tunisian guy and Indian girl dance so well, the Czech and Australian girls think I am soooooo tiny. And the Czech girl offers to cook for me to make me fat. Australian girl said she has NEVER seen a fat aisan.. lol.. The gal from Portuguese is gorgeous. She is half indian.. ^^ The Russian guy is the Russian Mafia that collects lipstick prints on his cheek on a nite out. The indian guy said I need "a little bit"(with the finger n the thumb action) of lipo injection -______-"

I'm the youngest gal in the batch. When I intro myself with my age, the respond will be "oh.... u r still a baby!!!" ...
And I was told that I have SMALL EYES during make up class! Heard that?!?!?! Small eyes! And when I look ard, its true! Mines are the smallest. *sob*

You ppl deluded me to believe that I have big eyes when they are actually small.. RAR!

And these ppl here are deluding me to think I am still a "baby" and when I come back like 3 yrs later, I will realise I am so freaking old already la!

Oh yea.. My accent is still confusing ppl. Ha! That has not changed. LOL

"I'm a confused person who used to think she was french and has big eyes with confusing accent"

Maybe that should be my new self intro line.

urghh... I just shoo-ed Noise off my bed. He was sittin rite smack in middle with his butt down on my white blankie. ewww...

Meant to go to the beach today but the weather is too weird. Yesterday, when I woke up, everything seem so gloomy. Like almost hazy. Later at nite, Sheena told me that we had a sand storm in the morning. yikes!

Trainings are still good so far. I've got homework already. Last thursday we were in a simulator experiencing all the 3 types of turbulences. My group did the service during the unanticipated severe turbulence. I was serving coffee from an empty cup(meant to be a teapot) to an empty seat when it starts to shake pretty hard and the seatbelt signed turned on with a PA "Cabin crews, take ur seats". Its so cool la. haha.. none of us were freaked out. Maybe a little nervous about our performance but laughing most of the time when the thingie was shaking. fun! fun!
We are to sit immediately at the nearest seat when the PA is made. And if there aren't any seat available, we must sit on a passenger! And the passenger will probably hug us, o.0 hopefully, n not push us off. Reason behind is we will not make it safely to our jumpseat and there were crews who went up the air n hit the roof n fall back, injured their head or back. ouch!
So yeah! Brad Pitt or Wentworth Miller better be ard me when it happens to me ^^
Then stewardesses will be playing musical chair if they are on board.. hehehe.. And the gay steward will come n push us off n sit on Brad or Wentworth. wahahhaha..

Seriously, they are trying to kill us slowly.. 4 more pokes!! Can u believe it? a total of a dozen and 3 pokes for all the medical check ups and vaccinations. Doctors are a pain in the arse!

But in conclusion, no matter how many times they poke us, no matter how tough the trainings and homeworks are, no matter how loose and unattractive the uniforms are, tho I simple adore the red cap, I'm Loving It!!

I miss the Singapore Pedestrian Crossings can?!?

Shall I cut my hair short? like Nicole Ritchie's Bob?

Ciao Loves!
*muacks*

meow meow meows

2007-03-10T21:00:00.000+04:00

An Indian guy selling Fungshui charms in the middle of The Mall of The Emirates.

yeah, thats Dubai for you!

2007-03-08T14:59:00.000+04:00

BYE EVERYONE!!

*muacks*

~~i'll be back online in 6 weeks time~~ ;)

I'm tired of waiting baby

2007-02-28T09:53:00.000+04:00

Sunday

Thank you!!!

I love you guys so much!!
muacks Babes!
muacks Boon!
muacks Jean!
muacks Antsy!
muacks Coy!

Tuesday

Shopping and Seafooding with Babes at Mussel Guy
As usual, we ordered way more than we can eat.
Hang around at the child playground at Vivo and made a kid fall :(
She somersaults off this spiny thingie.
oops!

Wednesday

Suitcase shopping!
Hot Pink >.~

Club Hopping with Babes
Clinic
I looked either tired or forced to look alive
so here is the latter

Candy Bar

MOS
The only good things at MOS is the toilet to camwhore
& free candy floss

Phuture
Conclusion : Phuture kicks every other clubs' ass.
Atleast for me =)

Thursday

I did it!!!
Woot! I am no longer a chicken!
*winks*

Friday

Roller blade with Mark at East Coast Park in the afternoon.
I fell down twice!! ouch!
I had jelly fish for lunch when I am supposed to avoid seafood for a month. yikes!

Dinner with my ex colleagues at Billy Bombers
pics will be up soon

I was supposed to Partay at Phuture but I got sick
Dammit!!

Saturday

Sentosa!!!!
stupid useless fking rain!
Stilt houses
Cool huh?
But its closed
Slurpee anyone?
Sakae Sushi to kill time
Soft Shell Crab to spite me
We dunno how to swim in yucky water
My cushion to lean on :P
Linda attacks Jean
So I kicked her ass
Apparently, She's short(er than me) n cute
*licks*
trio
pls ignore the red patch on my knee that I got from my fall
Camwhore on Sentosa Express
Did she say she will miss me when I am gone?
food! food! food!
*spits of prawns*

This is probably the last post in a long time since I wont have internet connection for the first 6 weeks over there.

This week is gonna be shopping, dinner and maybe clubbing again.
I can't wait to go.. I'm super excited yet nervous at the same time.

Ciao Loves!

Boy let me, let me

2007-02-25T19:57:00.000+04:00

Shish We shall
Shish We will
Shish We Must!

Yay!... I finally had Shish Kebab from Marrakesh with Y today.
So yummylicious!
Also Chicken Schwarma and we love Pita bread!

Here's my birthday gift from Miss Smart Pretty Cool Chick - Lim Yeu Yun

Cameo & Crystal
Its so me laaaaa

Thank you YY
love ya loads
*muacks*

Roses from the waiter and bar tender from Marrakesh
Y got one too..
All I did was work there for a night during the opening ceremony of Clarke Quay and now I get my drinks freeee! so nice!
Thank you guys!

phew~ the scary pervy one was not there

I'M GETTING SO FREAKIN OLD!!!!!!!!!!

all I ever wanted, it comes with a price

2007-02-24T21:11:00.001+04:00

Clubbing was fun! Innocent clean fun! Its not that others were dirty or anything, but well, some of us know what I mean. We didn't manage to do the whole "no eye contacts" stuff but it was still innocent... ^^

Rarrr... he's so cute lahhhhh.... small eyes.

I likes ^^... like the typical Chinese eyes that kids would draw when we are asked to draw a Chinese.
I had a Chinese friend when I was in Paris and her name was Amilia. Her dad owns this Chinese restaurant near my nursery and I remember they had German Shepherds that I was absolutely terrified of. Anyways, I have a drawing of her (its captioned her name so it must be her) and her eyes were 2 dashes. >.~

I was very artsy farty when I was younger ok!

Friday, I had my dental appointment to remove the stitches. It sucked lying on the chair with a tweezer and a pair of scissors in my mouth, light shinning bright into my eyes and the dentist breathing so heavily over me.
In conclusion, I hate dentist as much as doctors.

No offense Docs, maybe I hate your white coats and not you :)

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus rocks my socks, bikini and thongs! I just found out about them recently and I lurve their catchy lyrics.

Try sampling their songs from my playlist. Trust me, they are gooooooooood!

I hate Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

I still haven't pierce my naval yet... Rar!!

Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

2007-02-21T11:55:00.000+04:00

Phuturing tonite!! yay!

I haven't Club on Ladies Nite for ages.

May all the attention be directed at cute, short and petite young ladies ^^
I just wanna lay low and have fun~

Just so that you know, being stalked is no laughing matter. Its so not amusing! If you have been stalked before, you would understand this creepy feeling of being followed or watched from every corner. The sound of his footsteps or his bag or even his cologne sticks with you for a long ass time making your heart race out of fear NOT freakin excitement! Asking for help from a total stranger is a desperate call and not a gimmick to get attention. So if your friend was stalked, be a little more sensitive about it! Not everyone like attention.

I finally shopped yesterday! I got myself a top/mini dress from P.O.A. I love it! love it! love it!
I still need a jacket, flats, heels and normal tops before I go.. I need to shop more.

oooh.. and a suitcase!

Lets have fun tonite!

Cause you got me in a daze your illusion make me sway

2007-02-18T12:18:00.000+04:00

It was not painfree... it was painFULL

And mind you, I have super low tolerance for pain. I don't understand why some people would actually go for plastic surgery. I rather be ugly and pain free. No more nose job!

When I got there, I found out that I would be placed in an operation theater, lying on the a table and not on the comparatively comfy dentist chair. They made me change into a green robe that could fit 2 Zinmars, a blue robe over that and brown slippers. nothing pink or purple :(

They make me sit out and wait for like 20 mins while about 3 nurses and a doctor ask me the same questions, i.e. if I am allergic to any medicine and when was the last time I ate.

The first nurse asked my passport number while putting on a name tag around my wrist and I said 6739 6570 which is my office phone number. I knew I said the wrong thing but I just sat there and looked at her helplessly while she forgivingly said "nevermind"

A guy with a puffed up face walked out and sat next to my chair. I just looked at him waiting for him to say something. And he gave me a reassuring smile and said "its not that bad" and I asked "is it painful?". He gave me a "err.. yeah.. well, after the surgery it is"

I sat there quietly and stare at the floor till he asked "did u opt for GA" and when I nod he said "well, you wont feel a thing then". I gave him a smile and said "Thats the point right". And he laughed which looked painful.

Then a doc came by to explain a bit about the procedure. I freaked out the minute she said they will be inserting a tube through my nose to help me breath. I can't remember what else she said, just a few mins after she left, the nurse walked me to a operation room. I was made to lay on the table, and there were so many of them surrounding me.

The doc was injecting something thru the back of my palm, a nurse was wrapping the blood pressure thingie around my arm, another nurse was placing 3 detectors around my chest and someone else placed the oxygen mask over my mouth while the dentist watched over.

I woke up crying like a baby and tossing violently. They were asking me whats wrong and all I know is that I'm scared. Someone hug me from behind while I just held tightly on to a hand that I could reach. I fell asleep and woke up crying again. They gave me painkiller and told me that I have been "a very brave girl" right before I dozed off again.

Next time I woke, the guy from the next bed was being discharged. I just watched him get up while I sobbed quietly. He mumble something and I just hide away my face into the pillow. By the time I was being discharged, my lips and cheeks were swollen and my eyes were puffed up from all the crying.

I have no idea why I cried so much but I didn't feel good waking up at all. I could hardly feel my mouth and I was cold.

Now I'm on liquid diet and it sucks! I wanna eat lala, korean soup, BBQ Chicken Wings, Fish and Chips, Dim Sum and Steak all because I can't chew.. >.<
most of all, Its freakin painful!
='(

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don’t lose my head

2007-02-16T03:29:00.002+04:00

I'm going for the first ever surgery in my life. And its not plastic :P

This will be the first time I'll be cut and stitched. >.<

Oh well.... its on my gums, so no biggie..

I opted for general anesthesia because I'm sooooooooooo afraid of any pain/discomfort/sound of the drill & tools that I may experience.

Can I request the dentist to pierce my naval while I'm still asleep? ^^
Guess not..

Here's to Pain Free Surgery!

And if there's nothing left to say, I'll string you along until I get my way

2007-02-15T02:39:00.000+04:00

Can you feel it?
Can you? Can you??

Boy! do I love being jobless...

Now, all I need is a stomach transplant to enjoy my freedom.

Right..

I'm starting to hate February for the same reason I used to love.
"Too old for the cash flush"
Wat? How is that possible. Who's too old for cash?
*sob*
Now they are offering anti-wrinkle cream..
I hate my bros.
They are the first to make me feel old and ...... wrinkly.

Oooh.. babes, gave me a nice surprise by buying the other book that I wanted and delivering it to my place. But yea, the dumb ass courier man spoiled the surprise. I actually got scolded by him for 'giving him the wrong address' (an unfair accusation!) and not being at home at 7pm (on a Friday night!) .. >.<

I'm done with Air Babylon... Its a damn good book that is extremely dramatized. But a great read nonetheless. Its quite frightening to learn about the industry.

I just wanna fly, see the world and get paid. I don't wanna do drugs, get drunk all the time and be involved with a pilot that has 2 families in 2 different continents.

.:Sneak peaks:.

The anecdotes, stories, situations, highs, lows, scams, love, death and insanity, narrated by an Airport duty manager for a 'shitty airline' condensed into 24 hours.

"you can always tell the old school(stewardess) from the new school by the way they are turned out. The old school wears pearls, tie their hair up and pile on make -up. There used to be this rule that eyes and lips had to be visible six rows back, and they all still adhere to it"

"It is airline policy that as soon as any flight attendant falls pregnant,s he is grounded and found an admin job of some description. Not that there is any medical evidence that flying is bad for you, or at all dangerous for your unborn child, or so they say. But there were incidences of attendants miscarrying at five and six months. Common sense suggests that all you really need to do is consider how cabin pressure crushes an empty bottle to understand what it might be doing to the womb"

"But, you know, any death on a plane is a nightmare. For a start, what do you do with the body? Leave it there? Move it? Do you have anywhere to move it to? Does someone have to fly next to the corpse? Is the neighbor the dead person's traveling companion? Wife? Daughter? Husband? Or do you put a blanket over the body and an oxygen mask on its face, pretend to the other passengers that they are just a bit under the weather and not, in fact, dead? Have they crapped themselves? Pissed on the seat? Everything comes out when you're dead." - I don't like dead stuffs :(

"You have to feel sorry for the flight attendants who have to deal with it all. Air rage is on the rise: incidents increased by a factor of six worldwide between 1994 and 2002, from 1,132 to 6,500, and over half the incidents involved alcohol" - yikes

"Given a choice between a dead body and an unaccompanied minor, the body wins every time. Unaccompanied minors are a right pain in the backside"

Here's the convo between the narrator and his assistant duty manager:

'Jesus Bloody Christ,' he comes back. 'I've only just got rid of that little fucker.'

'What? The minor?'

'Honestly, mate, if I had my way, all kids would be shot at birth. Or born as adults. Thank God I'm fucking gay and I'll never have to deal with them. He was a right pain in the arse. His parents were forty minutes late. Its a wonder they turned up at all. I wouldn't have, if that have been my child. I thought ten-years-olds were supposed to be sweet. This one was a right fucker'

lol... everybody hate kids!

"Gay stewards wheel their suitcases like trolley dollies, straight stewards don't" - Thats good to know. Trolley Kens!

"With autopilot able to land a plane in CAT3 and take off again at a moment's notice, the captain no longer has to fly the plane at all. This frees him up to read a newspaper, do a crossword, moan about his pay, terms and conditions, bitch about colleagues, eat, drink, fart, compare cars/house/holidays/stereos/wives with their number two, whinge about getting up early, complain about the quality if the new flight attendants or, in a recent case of two pilots, strip off totally naked and have sex" -Right, the uniform ain't that sexy anymore..

Thats all for now.. Blog nuff?

Oh by the way, for those who don't know, I'm flying off on 9th March. >.~
Love lots!

What can I do to make you love me...

2007-02-06T19:13:00.000+04:00

Was at Kinokuniya with Y and Jean. I searched high and low for the book I wanted. And with a little help from the security guard and a print out map, i finally found it.

But then, I found this book. After comparing the two, I picked this!

Will let u all know if its good.

I'm too tired to blog la~

Am I sleeping with my eyes wide? Am I alone?

2007-02-05T03:10:00.000+04:00

I spent the great deal of my Sunday clearing my wardrobe. The last Sunday that I will be dreading to pass as YY put it.

I threw out 4 bags of clothes and 2 bags to donate to Salvation Army. No point in keeping the clothes that I have no intention to wear aint it?

Along with the clothes I threw out a boy's sweatshirt, army shirt and tee shirt. I know, it seem forever to get me to throw those out. But seriously, its not that I'm not over him. Cuz I've been for a long time. Its just that those clothes used to be my "comfort clothes". Something that I wore to sleep when I'm cold and upset. And being me, I tend to hang on to things I'm attached to.

Some sentimental shit.

And I also found a bunch of cards and photos from my friends (that was sweet), a couple of love letters (hehe.. super old school) and the dream book that I shared with a boy. There are places to go, best places to make out and even some recipes, all cut out from magazines.

I love love letters and notes. They are just the sweetest form of expressing one's love to another. And we don't do that anymore. Everything has become so high tech that boys confess their love via sms which we cant keep for longer than a month or 2, if you are really careful. And we don't know if they meant it or were joking or simply drunk. Which is simply idiotic.

Well, I kept the cards and photos from my cousin and childhood best friend, cuz like every card tells me to keep it forever cuz we are "best friends forever". yeah.. I couldn't bear to throw them out. But its sad how I have lost touch with her and I can't recall her number which I tried calling yesterday. Apparently, what I dialed were wrong.

Everything else was down the rubbish chute.
Yup, even the dream book.

So I'm dreamless now? oooooh..

Nah.. I just have other dreams. Like lying on a white sandy beach island with a hot bod Wenthworth Miller look a like guy to order around.
Will you get me an ice cold coke float darling? or how about a Strawberry Margarita?

paper heart

2007-01-27T09:22:00.000+04:00

Fully consumed
Utterly exhausted
Emotionally unstable
Teary eyes
Blurred vision
Repeated mistakes
Resulted disappointment

I don't understand myself.
And I don't understand you.

Oo. cOjy .oO says:HELLO, WE'RE NOT BIMBOS
.:rUgDoLL:. says:they think so
Oo. cOjy .oO says:so fucking annoying
Oo. cOjy .oO says:hunny, life's like that
Oo. cOjy .oO says:they expect God to be fair
Oo. cOjy .oO says:we're gorgeous and therefore we shld be stupid
Oo. cOjy .oO says:BUT NO! God is UNFAIR!

hunny, you are being missed..

Catch me in Paris

2007-01-16T17:53:00.000+04:00

Looking for this book. Let me know if you can find it. Buy it if you could and sell it back to moi. k?

Now I shall test if I have 'grown up' by reading Jane Eyre and see if I get it.
^.~

I wanna pierce my belly button!!
Can we all stop being loserish chickens please?
pretty please?

Tell me, what you thinkin about when got me waiting patiently

2007-01-16T01:26:00.000+04:00

Beautiful beautiful movie
just the kind I love ^^
As if a woman ever loved a man for his virtue." - Kitty Fanes

Gotta look up for the book. Tho critics said the movie is even better. Doesn't mean that the book isn't good right?

Right, enough of 'beautiful' stuff. The word itself is starting to freak me out. I can only relate that with a cold hand grabbing my bare shoulder. euurgh!

Here's a rant! Wat the fuck is wrong with you ppl. Can't you even pass ONE envelope, just ONE to a guest that is checking-in in 3 hours time? Seriously? Even if you forget, cant you deliver it to his room? Now I had to ran out of a perfectly good movie to answer the question that I have answered for the 2nd time. Freakin idiots!

St Georgians gathering was nice. Good to see them again... And some of them haven't change one bit. Its so cute... And I provided Shelter, drinking water, Warm water to shower and a couch to sleep on to some poor soul.. Ain't I an angel ^0^

Boi..... I cant wait till Chinese New Year! I have never in my life been this excited about that occasion. haha... and of course for a total different reason. Oh well...

Gotta live it up before March 9th!

I want eating out, movies, beach x lots, roller blading and clubbing!

If u cant find time for me, its your lost.

When u go, would u have the guts to say I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

2007-01-01T12:23:00.000+04:00

Highlights and lowlights of last night

Andrew Chow cleverly got rid of more or less one third of the crowd with his Retro R&B music. Genius.

Some of them seem to be 'too young to know' the songs are terribly old.

Thank you waterproof mascara..

No sea to rant, a river had to make do.

Go away, I do not want any attention.

And if you cant freakin follow through, don't start anything with me.
Have a little bit of decency to atleast not say things that you don't mean.

Brazilian chicks are hot. If I were a man, I would marry one.

Today

Sis just came back home from home. She told us so much abt home and in conclusion its all in chaos.
Old, senile, frail and fragile grandma, grandaunts and aunts.

So I said "I wanna die young!"
Sis replied "Me too!"
I added "Seriously!"
Sis "Amen!"
Mom just laughs..

Night at the Museum is a great show. Go Catch it!

cuz I want you, cuz I want you to...

2006-12-31T10:20:00.000+04:00

So the new year is coming..

I'm not gonna do the whole reflection of 2006 again cuz 2006 SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!

urghh.... I didn't even manage to end it in a good note.

damn!

Well i talk
Too much
To myself
And i turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place

and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when their dirt goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep

i can't stay
in this place
i can't stand
when the room turns round
on my fate
you give no guarantees
there's no promise
i can keep

i can't stand
i can't see my way
i feel blind
on my feet
i can't stay too long
am i wrong?

goodbye, lay the blame on luck

i'm so tired
of my mood
and sleep comes
with a knife, fork and a spoon
you're so pale
in your face
you let life
get in your way

and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when their dirt goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep
am i wrong?

goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck

Can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all.

2006-12-08T15:29:00.000+04:00

I feel like I just flunk my exam. Tho I dunno the results yet.
I used to flunk my tests all the time cuz I had the whole "couldn't be bothered" attitude and never liked the teachers/tutors.

But now I do. I like them. I wanna be their pet.. I wanna be them.

Boooo!!!
It sucks!
T_T

*I wanna be that girl*

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

2006-12-07T19:34:00.000+04:00

You are self centered, full of shit, insensitive and fucking hateful!!
That's the summary of your existences.
The world will be a better place without you breathing.
Die Bitch!

Look, I really dunno how to deal with you. You are wayyyyyyy too emo. I am better off with insensitive short attention span guys. So if you are gonna cry a river over how things aren't the way they used to be anymore, dun let me hear it.

I'm an escapist. When I dunno how to deal with it, I'll run.

-Don't worry, you are not my type.
-Smart?
-Single.

now go ahead and pretend - I'm your master now!

2006-11-29T05:25:00.000+04:00

Doris' Big Day

This is our Beautiful Bride walking down the isle with her dad

upclose!

The couple, father and witnesses
(hmm.. I shouldn't be saying this but I can't help it. I kept giggling during the whole ceremony cuz the father kept saying 'plesh' instead of pledge. I wonder if Doris and Michael noticed =P)

Mr and Mrs Doris Cheong!
Gorgeous couple!

She's just so pretty!

Jeannette and I argued
me : She looks so pretty! (in my full of excitement high pitched shriek)
her : She IS pretty! (argumentatively n super stressing on "IS")
me : Yeah! Thats why she looks so pretty! (defensively)
Wenddie : -_____-"

Well, she's still my fav colleague.
Thats why I defended her when someone accused her of being an air head Barbie

This is Wenddie
Sandy said she is photogenic but I'm prettier in real life
and she was like "so I'm not actually pretty lah?!"
and Sandy said "Yea"
then she was like "Zinmar! she said I'm not pretty"
and I "hur hur"-ed
since I dun really know how to "muack booty"

Piggies!!

us with the lovely couple and an EXTRA!

We will forever hate and will never forgive that EXTRA lady for coming into the picture when WE requested for a picture with US

Dinner at Novotel
I was late as usual..

First March
She's sooooooooo beautiful
If I look that pretty on my wedding day I'll die happy already ^^
and he's pretty good looking too..
Both of them are super nice people!

Gorgeous!check out her dress.. it has a long train..
I likes!

They look like they are walkin in a park ^^Louis, Michael, Doris, moi and Portia
Sandy, nette, shanice and Geraldine

Group pic
I'm at the back cuz I am Tallerrrrrrrrrr~

@ one night stand
I'm getting really good at taking pics in the dark
thus I'm not in any of the pics -_-

oooh... I didn't drink the shark fin soup that night. I'm so proud of myself ^o^
BUT, I kinda ate the shark fin omelet unknowingly.. T_T
I'm sorry sharkies. Well, I tried.
I promise I will read the damn menu before I eat next time.
Anyways, whats the big deal with shark fin soup? Its just gluey starchy thingie with shreds of crab and meat n jello like stuffs. Poor sharkies.

Oh yeah, while we were camwhoring in the elevator, we kinda like made this guest sharing the lift with us uncomfortable.
So when we got off, I smiled at him and said "Have a pleasant stay sir"
Sandy shouted "oie, girl.. u r not at OH, u r in Novotel"

Can't help it. Its an occupational hazard.
I am still commenting on ppl's under wares.

uh oh~

2006-11-26T20:43:00.000+04:00

Saturday was wedding day!!

Will blog more abt it when i get the pics

Went clubbing with my colleagues after dinner. It was fun but it turned out this way;

.:rUgDoLL:. says:
my shoes
Yy says:
u!
Yy says:
u should club with me
Yy says:
i 'ate u
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
they turned into piranha
Yy says:
piranha??!?!?!?!
Yy says:
how come?
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
yeah
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
they bite!!!
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
fuckin painful
Yy says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yy says:
that is so freaking LAME
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
its true
Yy says:
but funny nonetheless

so i came home in so much pain!

counting tiles on the ceiling

2006-11-22T03:01:00.000+04:00

I'm ecstatic!

I get to know two super duper kind souls and they are getting married!

^^
And its nice to know I've got lotsa supports.

you and your shit load of crap. Spare me, I dun need to listen to how miserable your life is because you've got shitty bosses.
Remember, what goes around, comes around.

say oooh la la.. say oooh

2006-11-20T16:29:00.000+04:00

so much for a long weekend leave I planned. Its so HECTIC!
I'm relieved that its over.
But 2 weeks or more? geez..

Sis says stewardesses are bimbos

Well, I'll say Brokers are bitches! ^o^
How abt that?

I need a day that i can sleep in and has zero agenda.
Maybe Sunday...

A long way to go

2006-11-19T04:48:00.000+04:00

>.<~

*fingers crossed*

To the "love", I left my conscience pressed, Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer.

2006-11-10T19:38:00.000+04:00

ok.. so I'm not really drowning. Or I wont be shopping for someone's x'mas blankie or lingerie ^^ Besides, I know how to swim..

I got a "u're drowning? frm?" n a "tosses life vest"
*grabs the life vest anyways*

Actually its something that's written or rather vandalized on a wall in 6th Avenue. And there was a "me too...." replied!!

I'm like so amused by it.

heh...cheap thrill eh...

After I was almost ran over by a freakin concrete truck on thursday, it make me wonder, am I really really ready to die yet. Will I become like one of those spirits in the ghost whisper. If I get a chance to, where will I go. Who will I haunt or follow ard.
I might jus fly ard in Emirates or Qantas and pretend to be a stewardess ^0^

Oooh... I found a new love.
'Vera Wang - Princess'

2006-11-07T20:39:00.000+04:00

Help!!! I'm Drowning....

I don't love you

2006-11-05T21:09:00.000+04:00

When you go
Dont ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

So they say, "rejection is perfectly normal"

I think so too. I am just not used to it yet.
But I am preparing myself for that.

hmm.. so I went for the Emirates open day conducted by Sass Atlantic. I felt so unprepared for it. Toying with the thought of giving up before I even got there. I was lucky to have D to prepare me for it since she used to work at SA. And totally expecting to get rejected cuz of my weight.

I didn't have any photo's to submit so I had to do it there and it cost like 36 freaking dollars and my passport size photo looked like shit. Babes said I looked like a maid but tried to cheer me up by saying I look fat there. umm.. dun ask but it helped.

Then she and I got separated into 2 different groups. I liked my group cuz we started talking to each other even before our very first "reach test"
I didn't feel all that tall that day. I was quite nervous but the girls were helpful.

Next step in another room where we met Andrew from SA. He basically told us to have a discussion and come up with 3 criteria a cabin crew should have. It was a lively discussion I must say. I didn't notice much abt others cuz I was busy participating ^0^

After that we were sent outside to wait. And they called out the names and I was the last!

phew~ And Babes ran over to give me a big hug! Boy! was I relieved.

We had to rush over to an internet cafe to fill up the online application thingie. Then had our Breakfast/Lunch fom Cold Storage. We took a cab back n babes drop me off at the hotel for the briefing.

Well, I still have to go thru like 3 more rounds of elimination before the final interview.

IF i get thru, I will be moving to Dubai.

Toodles~

injuries aren't mortal wounds

2006-10-29T20:55:00.000+04:00

Everytime something screws up in my life, I think of you.
Every fuckin time!
I blame you for every fuckin screw ups that happens in my life. You! Either one of you!
Its not fair that you are having a fuckin good life out there and its not fair that you left.
I fuckin hate you!

And you, just becuz one is a screw up, it doesn't give you a license to walk over her!

This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her, but you don't
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful, but she don't mean a thing to you
Yeah, she is beautiful, but she don't mean a thing to you

Is it you or me?

2006-10-17T01:26:00.000+04:00

uh.. yea.. I am wide awake at this ungodly hour. Actually its quite holy for some religion. But anyways, I woke up cuz I had difficulty breathing. I don't really know why so can I blame the haze?

A week or 2 ago, I went back to school to meet one of my favourite lecturers, Sharon. I emailed her to ask if the offer still stands to help me write up a resume that could clinch my dream job. She was ever so welcoming and we chat for like 3 hours about tons of stuffs. Poor Boon was standing n waiting outside all alone. Then we emailed each other a few times and she never fail to make me feel better about myself (when some people are making me feel invisible, dumb and unworthy of their time or simply shitty) by saying lines such "I like your work attitude and personality - keep up the good work!"...

She worries that I will turn out like them and lose my identity. But she also said that because I am rather confident about my believes it is easier for me to stay true to myself which is good to know I guess. She gave me some articles about Work Ethics and Etiquettes to read up. But seriously, it doesn't help to know that I am working with people who does the exact opposite. Even a mere sales-coordinator is emailing in CAPS. What the fuck is wrong with these people? Seriously!!!

When it comes to a point where waking up in the morning to know that I gotta be at work in 2 hours time and I will be stuck there for atleast 9 hours, becomes simply upsetting, I can't help but question, "is it worth it?"

I did wonder if I am this unhappy becuz I am a spoilt child. But 3 months ago, I was really happy and motivated. Up for all the challenges and eager to learn. I wanted a job and a carrer. and what did I get? A power tripped person who is too busy to teach me and another telling me that checkin others emails is a "common sense" thing to do. Again. What the fuck is wrong with these people?!

I'm tired and its only tuesday...

Eastern glow

2006-10-16T17:24:00.000+04:00

Have I ever mentioned here that I love shopping?
If shopping were my day job, I would die smiling. ^^
I can shop for anything and anywhere cept for hardwares, electronic stuffs n at wet markets

Anyways, shopping with hun was great. I got my slim cut jeans from Roxy *floats* and a bag thats super nice to touch *floats again*. haha... yummy mussels, cheese fries and green grasshopper. And a big big hole in my wallet or rather atm card. =X
But I'm happy~

Today I was swamped at work with RFP, proposals and rooming list. But guess what a manager was busy doing in the evening. Match making me with her "cute indonesian chinese 22 yr old friend".

=_="

she got so excited, tells everyone in the office of her plan, asked me wats my height, mentioned how he is 1.8+ tall and rich, show him my friendster and try to show me his. She went on abt how he will be workin at IDP n stuffs.

I was like "u very free is it? wanna help me do my proposal? or RFP?"
And she said "want me to hit you?"

>=/

ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!

let me swim in your gaze

2006-10-11T16:44:00.000+04:00

I caught you!
Ha! I know u r looking at me even if u r facing the other way.

awwww... he's really neat.. sigh

so yeah... I am back in order.

3 hectic days. working 2 person's work. Going home late =X

Remember the person that piss me off and made me really upset, she got scolded by a client infront of a bunch of ppl in a restaurant today. hohoho!

I need this week to end really fast. In fact, I need next week to end really really fast.

I sent out the email today. yay me! *fingers crossed* please please! pretty please! call me.

And I need a letter from ICA. Pray for me k?

2006-10-08T07:44:00.000+04:00

Out of Order

I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be

2006-10-02T17:26:00.000+04:00

Can I go to bed and wallow myself in self pity?

I can't take it anymore.

I sulk all through my walk to the bus stop and I was sobbing all alone on the bus. Thats the pathetic state I am in. I can't remember when was the last time I was this unhappy. Seriously I can't.

I wasn't happy during IAP but I didn't cry like this and I can still crack jokes and be lame with hannah and zul.

You know how ppl say "maybe god has some other plans for you" and thats why, what you want or do is not working out yet. And how we should let go sometimes and let him take charge. Sometimes i feel like giving into that thot. But then again, no possible way! I cannot let someone else control my life. No matter who he is. He can be Lord O Mighty or my creator for all I care, but this is still MY LIFE and I should live the way I want it.

Rite?

Please say I am right...

wat's love?

2006-10-01T10:53:00.000+04:00

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love." Rebecca - age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4"

I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her oldclothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8

awww... They are so young and innocent..
Rite.. I'm getting old.

I gotta get outta the house.. I need to spend some money on material things not just some paper with numbers dammit!

I wanna wanna wanna pierce my belly button. But I am too chicken. There! I admit it. Babes, maybe if you knock me out or get me drunk, we could get it done. heee~

It's a shame our reality is devastating. There's plenty of room for some humanity

2006-09-24T15:30:00.000+04:00

'nuff said

use mouth to mouth bring the party to life

2006-09-22T18:49:00.000+04:00

Its Friday!!!!

YES, I kept repeating that to myself and my colleagues to keep my spirits up.

And also thank to my skin head hotties who is Oh-so-fucking-hawt!
Whatever, I dun care if he is "too old" for me and if "he doesn't even know I exist" I enjoy drooling over him. =)~~
I miss him already.

BUT, it didn't exactly last till lunch time.

come on people... motivate me

FYI - Screaming and scolding ppl aren't doing any good

When everything's made to be broken

2006-09-21T16:30:00.000+04:00

Right. I am aware of the bitterness in my entries. So I will shut up and just post a few pics k?

Pics from Savannah Park

moi, Jeannette and Shanice

Nette and I on this really comfy chair by the pool

I know its a lil bit blur but I think its nice
Lianish?

I Love water!

A Public apology to my lovely colleague Jeannette for spelling her name incorrectly in the previous post.
FORGIVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

someone tripped while entering the lift today... kekekekkee

les compagnons de la chanson

2006-09-21T16:12:00.000+04:00

Call out my name and "meow" to me.

And you get a smile from me

^-^

Kim Ng likes to make a fool out of herself on national television and idiots enjoy watching her.
How sad can ppl be?

We don't care anymore.

2006-09-20T16:41:00.000+04:00

This is where I say
I have had enough
And no one should ever feel
The way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
A trophy display of bruises
And I don't believe
I am getting any better.

I am giving up on human beings.
We should all be extinct!

So go on and hate me.
Whats new anyways.

Make my heart believe a want is not a need

2006-09-12T16:14:00.000+04:00

!!!!!!!!!!!

Balls like me.

Seriously...

Everytime I walk pass by this basketball field on the way home, which I do everyday, either a basket ball or a football comes flyin my way. Along with a guy chasing after it.

I'm afriad of the ball cuz it has no eyes and it could come smashing into my face!
And I'm afriad of the guy becuz his eyes are on the ball!

Some ppl at work bugs the hell out of me. Those damn insensitive things that they say can make me so unhappy. I don't like to be unhappy. I wanna leave.

If you want to be happy, be. ~Leo Tolstoy

Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy. ~Robert Anthony

Don't stop till the break of dawn

2006-09-10T09:11:00.000+04:00

Bad week.. tho it kinda ended on a good note - that horrible woman getting screwed -

*I really dunno wat the hell is your problem. I am dealing with alot more stuffs than I can handle and I don't need you giving me that fucked up attitude. Just because you are in that position, doesn't mean you have the fuckin right to dump all the work on me. I am so sick of you! Seriously, fuck off!*

working life is no life =(

online shopping is evil~

muacks!

2006-09-05T18:34:00.000+04:00

rUgDoLL:. says:
I LOVE YOU!!!
Yy <> says:
kays
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
ok lor
Yy <> says:
har nah
Yy <> says:
love u la
Yy <> says:
go sleep la u
Yy <> says:
haha
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
lol
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
see
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
i know how to get wat i want
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
**** need to understudy me
Yy <> says:
haha
Yy <> says:
u piece of shit
Yy <> says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Yy <> says:
wat is understudy?
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
my skills from me la
Yy <> says:
orh ok
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
how to make ppl say wat i wanna hear
Yy <> says:
phD in yylogy
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
how to get ppl do wat i want them to do
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
how to make ppl get the things i wanna get
Yy <> says:
u are SO spoiled
Yy <> says:
tsk tsk tsk
Yy <> says:
hahah
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
i am not
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
i am have artistically manipulative
Yy <> says:
and ppl like me jus feed ur artistic manipulation
Yy <> says:
dunno i study so much for wat. end of the day i let my huh manipulate me.
.:rUgDoLL:. says:
LOL

I got my Neeon 2! Thank you YY!
Its PINK! I lurve it!

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll have Korean soup another day
Its not my time to go

You r so sensitive.. I am, I'm a machine..

2006-09-01T22:02:00.000+04:00

In researching the different elements of Silent Hill, screenwriter Roger Avary (Killing Zoe, The Rules of Attraction) came across the town of Centralia, Pennsylvania (it's interesting that LA moviemakers look to the deep Midwest when they're looking for something "strange" or "different"). Centralia planted the seed for what developed into the cinematic version of the town of Silent Hill.

As recently as 1981, there were over 1,000 residents living in Centralia, although the population has now dwindled to 11 (we'll say that again: 11 people) as a result of a 40-year mine fire burning beneath the borough (we'll say that again: it's been burning for 40 years... underneath the town). This is certainly not unlike Silent Hill, which was left deserted since devastating coal fires ravaged the town and its people.

The inferno started when a trash fire was lit in an abandoned mine pit in Centralia in 1962. The fire ignited an exposed vein of coal and spread throughout the mines beneath the borough. Several attempts have been made and millions of dollars have been spent unsuccessfully to extinguish this fire that still burns today.

The "problem" wasn't really acknowledged until a series of accidents in the '70s and '80s, including the appearances of sinkholes hundreds of feet deep. In 1984, Congress allocated more than $40 million for relocation efforts, and most residents moved to nearby Mount Carmel and Ashland.

However, a very few families opted to stay, and they're still there, despite the fact that the state of Pennsylvania has condemned all the buildings in the borough and the US Postal Service has revoked its zip code of 17927. The 11 holdouts include the town's 89-year-old mayor, Lamar Mervine, who refuses to leave because "I like it here."

You can find more information on Centralia, Pennsylvania here. Or perhaps one day you will heed its call and find yourself exploring its deserted streets...

Disclaimer : someone blog about it. I thot I would share since its so interesting. Yea I know I copied it but he owes me! Alot more than this. I have the right to take his stuffs >.<

I wanna go to the Singapore Arts Museum. Take me there please...

Kyuuuu... Kyuu Kyuu

2006-09-01T21:39:00.000+04:00

BAD BADTZ-MARU

A mischievous penguin character who hates to lose, has been appointed the official event mascot of the FIBA WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP 2006. BAD BADTZ-MARU and his friends will promote basketball's fascination and bring much excitement to the event.

*BAD BADTZ-MARU has become the official event mascot through an agreement between FIBA and Sanrio Co.,Ltd. & Sanrio Far East Company,Ltd.

MAIN CHARACTER

BAD BADTZ-MARU

Born in Oahu Island, Hawaii on April Fool's day (April 1st).
His character is stubborn, tuff exterior but soft interior.
He loves to be tricky, but behaves before his mother.
His nature is good, funky, naughty but he's too shy to express himself directly.
He always wants to hang out with his friends, but always ends up playing tricks on them or pretending to be mad just to get their attention.
His friends say "BADTZ-MARU, you are impossible!" but everybody likes him a lot.
It's easy for him to convince himself of his own abilities, and to believe
"Dreams come true." There's nothing he loves more than hearing "Hey, you are great!" or "You are the No.1!!"
He loves to collect villain star's photographes.
His favorite food is Sushi.
His future dream is to own a professional basketball team.

STORY
BADTZ-MARU loves to play basketball, but his rival and friend, Pandaba, who is much taller than him, always beats him. He never gives up though, and is always thinking of ways to get better.

He spends all his time studying games of the FIBA World Championship, and trains hard in secret.

He eventually became a big fan of basketball, and his innocence gave him big dreams of "I'm gonna be a world famous basketball player! People are gonna talk about my beautiful dunk!"

Did you know that penguins have amazing jumping power? Well, I'm not sure about that,but...

Eventually after not too much time, BADTZ-MARU's unending efforts resulted in a splendid performance just like the professionals. And now again, a game with Pandaba!

The winner is BADTZ-MARU!!

Our beloved BADTZ-MARU shouted to his teammates, "Now, we're gonna play at the FIBA WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP 2006!!"

TEAM BADTZ-MARU

BAD TSUNKO (BADTZ-MARU's sister)

BAD BADTZ-MARU's sister. Birthday: April 2nd
Cheerleader of the TEAM BAD BADTZ-MARU.
Her hobby is to play tricks and to keep a diary.
She is good at classic ballet, and tends to pose in ballet positions while talking.
Her favorite food is strawberry shortcake.
The future dream is to be an idol singer while being a primadonna.
BADTZ-MARU doesn't know how to deal with her way of making a mess wherever she goes. She speaks with a slight accent as she's just arrived in Japan recently.
She sticks to a nice-looking guy with the tenacity of a snapping turtle if she sees one.

GOOD HANAMARU (BADTZ-MARU's best friend)

Birthday: August 7th, born in London.
He is smily good boy who can make friends with anyone.
His hobby is reading and gardening.
He speaks very little, only in onomatopoeia,
such as "Kyuuuuu....", "Kyu-Kyu..."
His speciality is a pass play from very low position.

IJYUIN PANDABA (BADTZ-MARU's rival)

She can be easily flattered, and mean as a snake.
She eats quick, a lot.
She loves rap music.
She puts "daba" at the end of her phrase.
PANDABA keeps a guard position.

MAMA (BADTZ-MARU and TSUNKO's mother)

Hyper-obsessed with her childrens' education.
Loves aerobics exercise. Sometimes she forces PAPA, BADTZ-MARU and their pet to practice aerobics together.
Bossy MAMA keeps the team on its toes in her position as point guard, as she yells out orders!!

PAPA (BADTZ-MARU and TSUNKO's father)

He runs a Pachinko shop.
MAMA is stronger in the couple's relationship, though
PAPA himself thinks that he wears the pants in the family.
PAPA is a committed team member, but always has to resign himself to the bench soon after the game starts.
Luckily for him, TSUNKO is always more than ready to get out on the court.

I will look out for you in Magazines

2006-08-31T19:32:00.002+04:00

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That tells me that this marriage of yours is not only gonna work...
it's gonna last forever.

It's not that I don't want to be with you. But you only wanted me, The way you wanted me

2006-08-28T18:27:00.001+04:00

Alrite! I know I haven't post any pics for a long time. doesn't mean I have stopped cam whoring. So here they are for ur viewing pleasure ^^

Babes B'day

I love this pic

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Jean's bday at Forbidden CityHappy Birthday Jean
I love u!

Forbidden FruitCome on
You know you want it

babes <3 me <3 Coy

MulticolorZZzZZZzzzzzZZZz
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Last Friday was the Hotel's D&D
The theme was Shanghai Night
**
I don't have any Cheong Sum
>.<

Most of them dressed for the theme

Louis, Sandy, Wenddie, Portia, Macy, Alice, Tristan, Kelly

Jeannette, moi, Adrian,Jessica

There they are. All the peeps that I talk about. Now you can view them. hehe

Zin & Jeanette

Me and My favourite boss Adrian

He won the best dress
The guys had to shake their arse for it.
I screamed n supported him.
hehe

I won a lucky draw but I have yet to redeem it.
So I dunno wat it is yet.
Why didn't I win a iPod nano?!?!!?

come to me

2006-08-27T10:09:00.000+04:00

.:rUgDoLL:. says : i had a funny dream
Yy <J'ai vingt et un ans> says: ?
.:rUgDoLL:. says: my boyfriend said lets go jogging
.:rUgDoLL:. says: and i said ok!
Yy > says: i dunno which to be shocked. the part where u got a bf. or the part tt u said ok to jogging.
.:rUgDoLL:. says: yeah!!!
.:rUgDoLL:. says: wahahahahhaa
Yy > says: i know u too well la u
.:rUgDoLL:. says: ahahahhaa
.:rUgDoLL:. says: but he was tall
.:rUgDoLL:. says: dunno who he is tho
.:rUgDoLL:. says: but i said ok to jogging?!?!?!?!?!
.:rUgDoLL:. says: aimless runnin ard?
Yy <J'ai vingt et un ans> says: tt's like the impossiblest of the impossibleness

ouch! periods a bitch! pain!!!!!!!!!
This is the only time i hate being a woman >.<